An empty heart (replaced with paranoia)
Dearest Journal,
Today was the shittest day of school. All day I just felt "Blur", And at lunch.. I was very annoyed, And then BRIANA, set of my shitty mood, So I got my bag and went and sat in a shaded spot by myself, Listening to Blink 182 - I Miss You.. Over and over again + Crying, Not cause of Briana, Just because I felt so different and isolated. From who I was, And then Briana came IRITING over with Ashley, And I was just like Fuck off etc.. Anywhoo, I was just looking at the ground and how beautiful the grass is. And then suddenly while I was drifting off in my own little world, A teacher came over.. And said I was outta bounds! I ended up going near the gas tank, Just sitting there thinking over and over about NOTHING. Everything was so confusing, Nothing seemed right. I couldnt think what to do, And what not to do. Thinking, "I dont wanna live, Yet I dont wanna die".. How does that work out?, And then Alana came over, And I really didnt mind, And then here came fucking irit Briana, Running around near me.. And As soon as she came over I said "IRIT".. And walked off. Then she came walking after me and goes "FUCK YOU".. And then we just got into the biggest argument. And I walked off, And sat under the year 12 shelter. And I heard her saying "What a bitch".. And I yelled out, "Briana stop saying shit why dont you fucking say it to my face next time you fucking slut". And she came over, And I go "Your so patheic briana, You only do this shit.. Cause you try and act like a hard core little tough skank".. And yeh etc. And I went home at the end of lunch. And just feel asleep straight away, And woke up at 4:30pm.
It pissed me off CHRONIC, Shes so fucking gay. And dosent understand.. When someone says fuck off they mean it. Someones gunna flip at her one day... ((I see it coming))
Oooh And Sara heard Logan cheated on her, And she rung me crying. And I seen her in the toilets it was so sad. And she wouldnt talk to him or anything. And then at recess, I had a little talk to her. And she talked to him and now their OKAY! yay...
Oooh Im so cut, I didnt get my diary today..
Anyways Im off,
Until next time,
Love Becca.
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P.S//BREE BREE HEAD IS NOT SO CUTE AFTER ALL...
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Today was the shittest day of school. All day I just felt "Blur", And at lunch.. I was very annoyed, And then BRIANA, set of my shitty mood, So I got my bag and went and sat in a shaded spot by myself, Listening to Blink 182 - I Miss You.. Over and over again + Crying, Not cause of Briana, Just because I felt so different and isolated. From who I was, And then Briana came IRITING over with Ashley, And I was just like Fuck off etc.. Anywhoo, I was just looking at the ground and how beautiful the grass is. And then suddenly while I was drifting off in my own little world, A teacher came over.. And said I was outta bounds! I ended up going near the gas tank, Just sitting there thinking over and over about NOTHING. Everything was so confusing, Nothing seemed right. I couldnt think what to do, And what not to do. Thinking, "I dont wanna live, Yet I dont wanna die".. How does that work out?, And then Alana came over, And I really didnt mind, And then here came fucking irit Briana, Running around near me.. And As soon as she came over I said "IRIT".. And walked off. Then she came walking after me and goes "FUCK YOU".. And then we just got into the biggest argument. And I walked off, And sat under the year 12 shelter. And I heard her saying "What a bitch".. And I yelled out, "Briana stop saying shit why dont you fucking say it to my face next time you fucking slut". And she came over, And I go "Your so patheic briana, You only do this shit.. Cause you try and act like a hard core little tough skank".. And yeh etc. And I went home at the end of lunch. And just feel asleep straight away, And woke up at 4:30pm.
It pissed me off CHRONIC, Shes so fucking gay. And dosent understand.. When someone says fuck off they mean it. Someones gunna flip at her one day... ((I see it coming))
Oooh And Sara heard Logan cheated on her, And she rung me crying. And I seen her in the toilets it was so sad. And she wouldnt talk to him or anything. And then at recess, I had a little talk to her. And she talked to him and now their OKAY! yay...
Oooh Im so cut, I didnt get my diary today..
Anyways Im off,
Until next time,
Love Becca.
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P.S//BREE BREE HEAD IS NOT SO CUTE AFTER ALL...
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