Paint me with life, but most of all...Paint me free.
Ohhhh boi...boi o boi.
Antonio called me today, and came over. =D I had such a good time with him....he's so cute and he makes me laugh. He made me late to my grandma's house for dinner but I didn't care. We were outside for like 2 and a half hours...and my Dad jus had to come out and see who I was conversing with...so he met my Dad. Antonio even said he wanted to meet him..so there ya go. Haha.
Dad: "He had a nice strong firm hand shake. At least he doesn't have hands like a girl."
HAHAHAH thanks Dad.
I asked him to stop by again tomorrow...so we'll see. Whatever happens, happens. I'm not rushing anything anymore..and I'm certainly not gonna get my hopes up. Cuz everytime I do it all goes to shit. He saw my cuts though..and made me promise not to do it anymore. So I promised him...
My Grams was fun..it's always nice to visit. =)
I haven't seen my Mom and I don't really want to. I'm happy here at my Dad's. There's no guilt, and no manipulating. Life's just easier.
That was my day today..and I'm really tired. I'm gonna go take a shower and then work out for a bit. I took some tylenol p.m so hopefully I'll go to sleep early.
I'm outta here later alligator.
<3
"To feel the passion from the people whom we love, is a fire that feeds our life."