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hey...its been a LONG time since ive updated n a lot has happend..but i cant remeber it all. haha but this weekend was d-now. it was AWESOME..omg im SO glad i went. like idk its weird but i feel COMPLETELY changed form it you know. the speaker was like incredible. he was SO good at what he does. like me really made me understand what he was sayin. like he was talkin about how you can go worship at church and learn and sing and praise to God but if you dont do anything about it was for nothing. like if you go learn and there like o well go do this..and you just leave and go about your normal life i mean what was the point. and last night he really said somethin that just made me break down into tears. he was like talkin about this guy named bob and he just wanted to please everybody. well he was doin a pretty good job livin his multiple life when a mob came in his office sayin..hes not doin this right...kill him and bobs like why arent you doing this..n the guy goes i dont need to and bob says..why not..who are and the man said...no the real question is...who are YOU. and he just started on about how like we wear "coats" and were a diffrent person to our mom and to guys and to diffrent groups of friends and its stupid cuz god sees through everysingle one of those layers. and i mean it just made me cry so much cuz it made me realize how fake i really am. cuz i mean i do have all those diffrent coats. i mean i just wanna be me but i dont really know who "me" is anymore you know?? idk he just really made me think. and i mean i thought about how big of a brat ive been to katie this year. i mean to be honest with myself ive known that girl for over 11 years and shes always been there for me. i mean yeah weve grown apart and found our diffrent friends but well alwyas be there for the other. and i jsut wrote a letter to her apologizing to her but thinking about her and kelsey king made me cry too. like kelsey ive known for like 10 years and weve had our fights weve had the times where we couldnt stand each other but we got over them and her opinion has been one of the most important ones in my life. like she can make so much sense but then make the most stupid retarded choices ever and i just wanna punch her in the face. but shes really helpd me and this weekend especially. shes helped me to come a better christian. like going to this thing this weekend has realy made me want to change. like to brach out from the ordinary and just to be a better person and christian.
soo it was awesome and to
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thanks for makin this experiance one of the best in my life!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
*sarah