im so confused
hey!
WOW im realy confused. i mean i KNOW that hannah and danielle are both there for me andi habe NO CLUE what id do with out either one of them but sometimes it just seems like..idk like maybe ones being ripped away from me(we can probaly guess who this is) n i mean i know shes gunna read this and i dont want it to be some big thing but i need to get it out. i mean this is justl ike a minor thing and i mean its kinda pointless but it can still hurt. its like theyll both put stuff about JUST each other n im just like okay? n hannah says were a "three some" or w.e and i mean i believe it and everything but sometimes its just like OMG like i cant take it anymore. and i mean i talked to hannah and its like there was no room and she has like 8 million spcaes betweene verything and its just like...right?? but idk it still just kinda hurts to look on your two best friends profiles and see stuff about each other but not about you...its just kinda like okay?? and i mean ive gotten used to this thing but it just seems like sometimes they just dont wanna invite me places when them too are going. like i feel like the....this person...of this situation(hannah if your confused about that ask me)and i mean it hurts and it sucks. cuz i mean i know that im not a skinny perosn or im not like curvey or w.e the hell hannah is and i mean im not the prettiest person ever but i mean it just easier for them to get guys or w.e when its them two and i mean i know that thats not how they mean it but i mean idk....its just kinda like..idk its like sometimes i think too highly of myself. i mean i dont think im anything special or "hott" or gorgeous or w.e but i dont think im ugly i mean i thin i have a cute face you know?? i mean...gah idk.
just lately its been like weird..like i have no idea whats going on in my life. like i left a comment in kelsey r's xanga cuz she was rightin about like people changin or w.e and i mean i said idk i think that people just need to find out who they are and act like themselves..but now that i think about it..i donte ven know..
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<.3.comment pleaz..
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sarah