For once I'm not napping at this hour. A good thing, too: I have to be awake relatively early on Saturday. I also hate waking up at 3AM. Why is it always 3AM? Is there a reason for that I'm not getting? Of course, it'll be 2AM once daylight savings kicks in. Details, details ( Read more... )

Well, mostly lazy. I did have to do a little cleaning in the kitchen ( Read more... )

Took a fairly long nap around six-thirty; though is six+ hours really a nap? Guess it is for me. It continues to feel awesome to be able to just go and lay down without fear of being interrupted by my body. Oh, I got up once or twice, but that's nothing compared to the five or six times when I was connected. Such bliss ( Read more... )

It's been about two and a half years since my last relationship (if one could call it that) and I've been doing some serious thinking about whether or not pursuing another one would be wise at this juncture in my life. I say this because I feel getting involved with someone right now would result in further disruptions, such as the possibility of ( Read more... )

If I don't count the rest of today, I only have three more days before Giz and I are on the road to VA. Tomorrow I'll be going to get my hair cut in Nana O's style, something I've wanted for years. My bangs are finally long enough to make the style work and I know it'll look good on me. I squee ( Read more... )

First: These headaches need to go away. It's not hugely prominent, just enough to annoy the fuck out of me and give me an upset stomach to go with it. Stupid body ( Read more... )

Here I thought my friends knew me better. I've been harassed about my lack of social outings as of late, as many have falsely assumed it had been the cause of my previous bout of depression. Yeah no, this just happens. I kind of have to be in a certain state of depression and/or melancholy in order to write in Paradox properly. It's like a ( Read more... )

It's delightfully cool outside this morning. It probably won't last but it sure is nice to be able to open the window and feel a cool breeze. My room is a comfortable temperture: just warm enough without being oppressive ( Read more... )

I think a lot of people experience a kind of vacant sensation somewhere in their guts when a co-habitation has ended. You mourn less the person and more the company lost. An ever-present object that could walk, talk, and hug you and make you feel pretty good about yourself. Even when that walking, talking, hugging object turned into a stomping, ( Read more... )

Funny how things can change dramatically within the span of a few hours. I woke up this morning on the top bunk, had a boyfriend, a very crowded room, and a lot of mixed feelings. Now it's 1AM and I have no top bunk, no boyfriend, a clutter-free room, and a sense of peace. Mind you, I lost all of those things between 3:30 and 6 PM. I'm still going ( Read more... )