Meme with answers in case I'm more evasive later...
TEN DAY MEME
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) THERE you are. You're late, darlin'. -Holliday
2) I miss you. Sursia ate you up. -Rain
3) Hm, funny, I think you still are my 'star' =) -Blade
4) Your willpower, your responsibility and your catastrophe curve all terrify me. -Dad
5) Stop thinking. -Mum
6) I wish I could trust you. -Nieth
7) I wish you'd listen to what you say, then perhaps you wouldn't repeat yourself all the time =P -Ketch
8) You're on the up, darlin' - I'm really pleased for you. And jealous. But I hope it works. -Katie
9) You're a sweetheart - stop destroying yourself. -DaveT
10) You're losing yourself. You're killing yourself in the worst possible way. Stop it. -Me
1) The only knot I know is a hangman's noose.
2) My smile has turned to wormwood without me noticing.
3) I need a whetstone for my brain.
4) I can't smoke cloves anymore. I feel I've lost any goth credentials I once had.
5) I hate money and the act of selling my stuff. Makes me squirm. Which is a bit of a bugger really.
6) What I want is apparently what I need. Capital. If only I could get it...
7) I can cook a surprising amount of stuff.
8) It would be better if instead of sewing, beading, writing, drawing, sewing, printing, smithing, etc I had fewer interests and was better at them.
9) I still think my raven wings are the prettiest bit of me.
1) Stories.
2) Whimsy.
3) Pleasing my neurons despite their childishness, or maybe because of it.
4) Being creative.
5) Being able to talk with me for hours, to be comfortable in my silences (for hours sometimes too).
6) Having an indomitable style and idiom all of your own.
7) An ability to tolerate me and my crazy without too much drama or resentment.
8) Not being unpleasant, petty, bastard, false, skritch-making or annoying as hell.
1) Is this as good as it gets?
2) Where did all my magic and intensity go?
3) Will I ever have a garret of my own or will I be forever rent-scrabbling?
4) One night will the universe cease to intervene - and will that be a good or a bad thing?
5) Is my brain gonna rot and turn me to Shambly?
6) I wish I was better at things. Most things. Everything.
7) WTF?
1) Not spoken to him when I had the damn chance.
2) Slashed my arm open just before my mother knocked on the door with tea and chocolate that time.
3) Slept with idiot boy.
4) Made my sister think I was threatening her when actually I was threatening me.
5) Ignored my tarot cards because I didn't believe them.
6) Made my father cry.
1) Trinity.
2) My father.
3) My ghost.
4) Friends who are there when I need them. (There are at least four or five who have come to my rescue.)
5) Friends who are better friends than I. (Most of them.)
1) Being unpleasant, gauche, violent, petty, etc.
2) Treating me as an inferior, a possession, or a doll.
3) Doing and saying things that make me want to stab you.
4) Being extremely unattractive. (Alas, 'tis true.)
1) Style.
2) Charisma.
3) Character.
1) =.
2) =/
1) Somewhere along the way, in the past two years, I think I lost me. I don't know how to get me back - or even if I can. This depresses and scares the crap out of me. Which is funny really, considering I never liked me much to start with. But this me is worse.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) THERE you are. You're late, darlin'. -Holliday
2) I miss you. Sursia ate you up. -Rain
3) Hm, funny, I think you still are my 'star' =) -Blade
4) Your willpower, your responsibility and your catastrophe curve all terrify me. -Dad
5) Stop thinking. -Mum
6) I wish I could trust you. -Nieth
7) I wish you'd listen to what you say, then perhaps you wouldn't repeat yourself all the time =P -Ketch
8) You're on the up, darlin' - I'm really pleased for you. And jealous. But I hope it works. -Katie
9) You're a sweetheart - stop destroying yourself. -DaveT
10) You're losing yourself. You're killing yourself in the worst possible way. Stop it. -Me
1) The only knot I know is a hangman's noose.
2) My smile has turned to wormwood without me noticing.
3) I need a whetstone for my brain.
4) I can't smoke cloves anymore. I feel I've lost any goth credentials I once had.
5) I hate money and the act of selling my stuff. Makes me squirm. Which is a bit of a bugger really.
6) What I want is apparently what I need. Capital. If only I could get it...
7) I can cook a surprising amount of stuff.
8) It would be better if instead of sewing, beading, writing, drawing, sewing, printing, smithing, etc I had fewer interests and was better at them.
9) I still think my raven wings are the prettiest bit of me.
1) Stories.
2) Whimsy.
3) Pleasing my neurons despite their childishness, or maybe because of it.
4) Being creative.
5) Being able to talk with me for hours, to be comfortable in my silences (for hours sometimes too).
6) Having an indomitable style and idiom all of your own.
7) An ability to tolerate me and my crazy without too much drama or resentment.
8) Not being unpleasant, petty, bastard, false, skritch-making or annoying as hell.
1) Is this as good as it gets?
2) Where did all my magic and intensity go?
3) Will I ever have a garret of my own or will I be forever rent-scrabbling?
4) One night will the universe cease to intervene - and will that be a good or a bad thing?
5) Is my brain gonna rot and turn me to Shambly?
6) I wish I was better at things. Most things. Everything.
7) WTF?
1) Not spoken to him when I had the damn chance.
2) Slashed my arm open just before my mother knocked on the door with tea and chocolate that time.
3) Slept with idiot boy.
4) Made my sister think I was threatening her when actually I was threatening me.
5) Ignored my tarot cards because I didn't believe them.
6) Made my father cry.
1) Trinity.
2) My father.
3) My ghost.
4) Friends who are there when I need them. (There are at least four or five who have come to my rescue.)
5) Friends who are better friends than I. (Most of them.)
1) Being unpleasant, gauche, violent, petty, etc.
2) Treating me as an inferior, a possession, or a doll.
3) Doing and saying things that make me want to stab you.
4) Being extremely unattractive. (Alas, 'tis true.)
1) Style.
2) Charisma.
3) Character.
1) =.
2) =/
1) Somewhere along the way, in the past two years, I think I lost me. I don't know how to get me back - or even if I can. This depresses and scares the crap out of me. Which is funny really, considering I never liked me much to start with. But this me is worse.