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I went for my interview today at red lobster. i have a second one on wednesday. im pretty sure i got a job finally. the manager i have been talking to seems so nice. and when i was leaving the guy at the hosts stand asked me how my interview went and i said i didnt know ok i guess. i said i have another one on wedesday. and he said he had like 4 interviews before they hired him, i just laughed. the manager over heard us tlaking and came over to me and said that having me come back for a second interview i a good thing, we would have you come back if we didnt like you. so i guess that means its a good thing. so i think i am not going to go to vegas and jsut work. i really need the money right now. and working is more important than going to plan in vegas as mucha s i really want to go. i figure that if chris really wants to see me, he will understand and come and see me instead. he didnt call last night either like he said he would. and we havent talked today either. you know when you have that bad feeling about stuff. well im having that bad feeling. we have been fighting so much about the whole moving in together thing. but i will not live with someone until im ready too. i didnt go bowling either tonight. i dont think i am going to ever go bowling again with those people. i have this feeling they really dont like me and never wanted me there. i guess im in one of those moods where i think everyone hates me. its all part of me not having a job and getting upset since i couldnt find one and not having any self esteem. i get ery wrried about things around me.we are putting our house up for sale this week. the person from n.p dodge said its a good chance we can sale the house fairly quickly because a lot of people like our floor plan but they arent building this one anyone, sooooo we are hoping to be out of the house by the summer 3 to 5 months are the most. then we have to go to san antonio next month to start looking at houses there and schools for me. i think its going to be fun and a good move for me and my dad. ronny isnt going so he says, but i dont know where he thinks he is going to live. i told him there is white trash everywhere and he wont have a problem finding friends. i got a few dirty looks from my dad. im starting to feel better now, im not nearly as sick as i was yesteday which is good cause i wasnt able to breathe at night. Ugh i have to call tomorrow to got o the ortho. ihate going they always bitch at me. shit i dont want to go. RARRRR oscar the grouch! >:|