Emma freaks out some more

Nov 14, 2003 04:10

I'm loseing it. I can't keep going on unless I can deal with some shit, but I can't deal with it now because I'm leaveing.

Joe and I obviously didn't work out as much as I'd thought we had last week.
I'm ready to get out of my mother house.
I'm ready to get out of Texas.
When I get off to basics people are going to ask me where I'm from, and I'm not going to have an answer.
One of my biggest dreams is quite probably never going to come true, and even if it does, it won't be the way I wanted it.
My best friend has stoped talking to me since I moved.

Right now, all I need is a friend. I need someone who I can sit down and talk to. I don't need a boyfriend, I've got one of those for all the good he's doing me 600 miles away. I don't need someone who's needy. I don't need someone who's clingy. All I need is someone I can go out with, talk to, share myself with, and not have to worry about being hurt again.

joe, messed up in the head, drama, mom

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