arg.

[wow_letsdoit]

fuck.

and so...for almost no reason at all, my emotional wall comes crumbling down.

so mikey, i'm afraid you were wrong in your last comment.

it went down from there, most certainly.

maybe NOW it can only go up.

but you fucking know what? i'm tired of waiting for things to get better.

thats all i do anymore.

is wait.

and cling to false hopes that someday my pathetic little life will be worth something.

i'm in such a bad mood.

i guess i'll elaborate later. but probably not because theres nothing really very tangible or material about my current situation. just a bunch of misinterpreted signals i suppose.
there were some nice points to my day, though, which are currently being overshadowed by my shitass mood...nice points which would normally make today a really really good day.

i'll post about that later.

i think i'll go cry now (how emo)

but hey. i'm a girl and if i fucking wanna cry then dammit, i'm fucking gonna motherfucking cry because i haven't had the ability to do so in quite some time.

i'm tired as hell.

so maybe i'll just skip the crying and go right to bed.
and then i'll sleep forever.

i highly doubt i'll be getting out of bed tomorrow.
i'd really enjoy just fucking laying there for all of eternity and withering away.

later lovers.