yeah.
this week is one of those weeks where stuff just sucks.
no. i'm not depressed. don't start and don't be quote unquote 'worried'
stuff just sucks.
yes. SUCKS.
school sucks.
friends suck.
rg sucks.
my parents suck.
i suck.
you suck.
life sucks.
essays suck.
books suck.
math sucks.
chemistry sucks.
history sucks.
my history CLASS...sucks.
clothes suck.
hair sucks.
braces suck.
glasses suck.
contacts suck.
coffee sucks.
water sucks.
food sucks.
fat sucks.
excersize sucks.
tests suck.
textbooks suck.
quizzes for which im not prepared suck.
journalism sucks.
the harris sucks.
oversleeping sucks.
loud ass new alarm clocks suck.
two...alarm clocks...sucks.
homework sucks.
not doing homework sucks.
stress sucks.
the phone sucks.
yelling on the phone sucks.
being yelled at while on the phone sucks.
being yelled at by your boyfriend while on the phone sucks.
calling him back and him not answering -twice- sucks.
not having real, live people to talk to who ::give a shit:: sucks.
already knowing that you have masses of homework this weekend sucks.
having to write an argumentative essay over a really shitty books..sucks.
having to pick a book to read for another paper next six weeks and not being able to read the one you wanted to read because its not 'american literature' .... sucks.
not being smart sucks.
not doing well on your psat...sucks.
having a shitty gpa sucks.
having a shitty class ranking sucks.
having all of these signs of stupidity pointing toward you but being surrounded constantly by star students...sucks.
wanting to leave sucks.
not being able to leave sucks.
being antisocial sucks.
being ugly sucks.
looking like a boy sucks.
getting made fun of because of it sucks.
not having talent sucks.
losing the only talent you may have ever had, ever, for even just a brief moment in time---sucks.
failing sucks.
crying sucks.
not crying when you need to sucks.
not really opening up to anybody...ever, sucks.
knowing what its like to be able to do that and not being able to anymore sucks.
realizing that its really only up to you...sort of sucks.
hearing inspirational quotes about how you could DIE tomorrow...about how you should get out and go places and see things... and then still not having a choice; still being confined to same goddamed routine every day.. sucks.
hearing other inspirational quotes about how you should live for the moment because tomorrow isnt promised! and then walking into your health class and seeing a poster that says... live for the future, not for the moment---sex can wait and realizing that authority figures slap cute little sayings together whenever its convenient in an attempt to keep you on the so called 'right' track..no matter how hypocritical some may be...really sucks.
feeling like you're missing out on something bigger sucks.
losing faith sucks.
pretending to be confident gets boring and old and also...sucks.
no longer being funny sucks.
being referred to soley as 'cute' really sucks.
never getting hit on (by guys who dont hit on EVERYONE) sucks.
never getting looked at twice sucks..
missing people sucks.
learning lessons the hard way sucks
stupid sayings like 'everything happens for a reason' and other COMFORT MECHANISMS really suck.
catching yourself using stupid sayings like that in an attempt to console yourself when something goes wrong in your life..sucks.
lack of longetivity sucks.
bad days suck.
death sucks...
when it happens to other people.
yet i'm still the whiny bitch i am who lies around moaning and groaning when she has a shitty week.. saying things like 'life sucks'
honestly though
i'd be pissed if i died.
despite the fact that i'm a bit curious if your life really flashes before your eyes.
but it only takes almost dying to find that out.
i havent almost died either.
i probably will now that i've jinxed myself.
hell.
i'll probably get in a freak accident and REALLY die.
meh, if a giant chandelier falls on my head...try not to miss my whiny LJ entries too much.
no. i'm not depressed. don't start and don't be quote unquote 'worried'
stuff just sucks.
yes. SUCKS.
school sucks.
friends suck.
rg sucks.
my parents suck.
i suck.
you suck.
life sucks.
essays suck.
books suck.
math sucks.
chemistry sucks.
history sucks.
my history CLASS...sucks.
clothes suck.
hair sucks.
braces suck.
glasses suck.
contacts suck.
coffee sucks.
water sucks.
food sucks.
fat sucks.
excersize sucks.
tests suck.
textbooks suck.
quizzes for which im not prepared suck.
journalism sucks.
the harris sucks.
oversleeping sucks.
loud ass new alarm clocks suck.
two...alarm clocks...sucks.
homework sucks.
not doing homework sucks.
stress sucks.
the phone sucks.
yelling on the phone sucks.
being yelled at while on the phone sucks.
being yelled at by your boyfriend while on the phone sucks.
calling him back and him not answering -twice- sucks.
not having real, live people to talk to who ::give a shit:: sucks.
already knowing that you have masses of homework this weekend sucks.
having to write an argumentative essay over a really shitty books..sucks.
having to pick a book to read for another paper next six weeks and not being able to read the one you wanted to read because its not 'american literature' .... sucks.
not being smart sucks.
not doing well on your psat...sucks.
having a shitty gpa sucks.
having a shitty class ranking sucks.
having all of these signs of stupidity pointing toward you but being surrounded constantly by star students...sucks.
wanting to leave sucks.
not being able to leave sucks.
being antisocial sucks.
being ugly sucks.
looking like a boy sucks.
getting made fun of because of it sucks.
not having talent sucks.
losing the only talent you may have ever had, ever, for even just a brief moment in time---sucks.
failing sucks.
crying sucks.
not crying when you need to sucks.
not really opening up to anybody...ever, sucks.
knowing what its like to be able to do that and not being able to anymore sucks.
realizing that its really only up to you...sort of sucks.
hearing inspirational quotes about how you could DIE tomorrow...about how you should get out and go places and see things... and then still not having a choice; still being confined to same goddamed routine every day.. sucks.
hearing other inspirational quotes about how you should live for the moment because tomorrow isnt promised! and then walking into your health class and seeing a poster that says... live for the future, not for the moment---sex can wait and realizing that authority figures slap cute little sayings together whenever its convenient in an attempt to keep you on the so called 'right' track..no matter how hypocritical some may be...really sucks.
feeling like you're missing out on something bigger sucks.
losing faith sucks.
pretending to be confident gets boring and old and also...sucks.
no longer being funny sucks.
being referred to soley as 'cute' really sucks.
never getting hit on (by guys who dont hit on EVERYONE) sucks.
never getting looked at twice sucks..
missing people sucks.
learning lessons the hard way sucks
stupid sayings like 'everything happens for a reason' and other COMFORT MECHANISMS really suck.
catching yourself using stupid sayings like that in an attempt to console yourself when something goes wrong in your life..sucks.
lack of longetivity sucks.
bad days suck.
death sucks...
when it happens to other people.
yet i'm still the whiny bitch i am who lies around moaning and groaning when she has a shitty week.. saying things like 'life sucks'
honestly though
i'd be pissed if i died.
despite the fact that i'm a bit curious if your life really flashes before your eyes.
but it only takes almost dying to find that out.
i havent almost died either.
i probably will now that i've jinxed myself.
hell.
i'll probably get in a freak accident and REALLY die.
meh, if a giant chandelier falls on my head...try not to miss my whiny LJ entries too much.