Sep 29, 2007 02:17
"Good-bye my hopeless dream, I'm trying not to think about you, can't you just let me be?"
... pretty much.
What if we're not destined to be great/to make a change/to create art/to do more than we are right now?
What if I'm not designed to succeed?
Self-doubt is a plague...
Sometimes, I miss my old life.
I miss the old friends.
But who am I? Am I really a good person? Is it better to be good or honest? Can you be both, all the time?
I really don't know.
I feel more than a little bit lost right now.
But I've learned to keep on keeping on. To fly under the radar, to give in and in some ways to give up.
Am I better or worse person, now, after it all?
Do I really know who I am? What I want?
Who am I to say?
It's hard to feel like you've been pushed aside. That you're so easily replaceable.
Time to wake up. because you are.