Jul 12, 2005 18:37
Yeah so today freakin sucked! I had to work all day then I went to the doctors and they surprised me with all sorts of not so fun things to do.... I thought I was just there for a prescription refill! My poor dad was out in the waiting room for like an hour and 45 minutes. Tomorrow I dont have to work tho and I have my drivers test (yes... I know...) at 11ish and if I fail I may be forced to shoot myself. And tomorrow is my dads bday too so Im gonna hang out with him. I was gonna hang out with Mike tonight but he is obsessed with a stupid computer game and actually made plans with it. By himself. hm. Yeah and his whole olj is about his sweet awesome trip to FL in a couple weeks with... Rob... of course... and I really hate hearing anything about it. Basically I highly doubt we will make it thru it. I'm about 98% sure he will do something wrong. I'm not really as afraid of him doing something wrong as I am that I wont find out about it this time. I think the thought of that depresses me more than the thought of the things hell prolly do. I think the worst thing is living a lie. And unfortunately there is nothing I can do about it.
But at least I have Alaska that will be sweet. Even tho its with my dad so its not like its gonna be party time like the guys' little excursion. But it will still be fun hopefully. And we get free coke at the bars on the ship! I mean cmon its like a party in itself.