Dec 14, 2010 03:53
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1) I don't say it enough, but I really am proud of you and I want nothing but the best for you. I love you.
2) Thank you for being there for me for the past years, I'm really not sure what I would have done, or who I would have become without you. I just hope I've been able to help and be there for you even half as much.
3) You've had a big impact in my life. I know that if I had never met you, I would not be who I am today. I may not always know what to say, but if you need me, I'll be here.
4) I'm sorry I'm not around as much as I should be or as much as I would like to be, but never doubt that I love ya kiddo. And give your dad a break once in a while, haha.
5) I still think of you often. I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed when you needed it.
6) I can never forget what you did. I'll never forgive you for what you did. But for turning your life around and taking care of what needed taking care of, I've been able to move on. I think our relationship is better now than it has ever been.
7) Why did you have to lie and deceive me? Why do you constantly brush it off like it's nothing? Can't you just tell me the truth? I thought we were friends...now I see you just used me. Seriously, irritated with you.
8) I don't know what to think, what to say, or how to act. I wish I had more to go on so it didn't seem so wishy-washy.
9) You've stepped up, you're more than I thought at first and more than I gave you credit for. Keep it up. Oh, and quit that addiction.
10) Give me a fucking break will ya? Sheesh!