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Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1) I don't really know who I am, and I don't think I really care.
2) I don't have any dreams or aspirations. For most of my adult life, I've just been (mostly) concerned with surviving and living, getting by one day, one week, one month at a time.
3) Emotions are something I'm not good with, more specifically, my own emotions. Much of the time I'm not sure what I'm feeling. Though it's lessened lately, many of the emotions I show are shown because that's what I believe I should be feeling/showing.
4) There are so many things I don't care about, which makes the things I do care about that much more important to me.
5) I still think I won't live past 35.
6) I feel old already. I have for years. Like I've already lived a lifetime and more.
7) Would I like to have a family? I think that I would, do I think it'll happen within the next 2-3 years? The next 5? I've got a feeling that it won't, and I'm not sure how I feel about it.
8) I think I'm a rather intelligent person, especially when I apply myself, if only I did it more often.
9) There are very few 'gray' areas in life, at least to me. Most things are Black or White. That, and other things about myself, allow me to see things from multiple sides fairly (but not always) easily. If I had the other skills necessary for it, I think I could be a good mediator.
1) I don't really know who I am, and I don't think I really care.
2) I don't have any dreams or aspirations. For most of my adult life, I've just been (mostly) concerned with surviving and living, getting by one day, one week, one month at a time.
3) Emotions are something I'm not good with, more specifically, my own emotions. Much of the time I'm not sure what I'm feeling. Though it's lessened lately, many of the emotions I show are shown because that's what I believe I should be feeling/showing.
4) There are so many things I don't care about, which makes the things I do care about that much more important to me.
5) I still think I won't live past 35.
6) I feel old already. I have for years. Like I've already lived a lifetime and more.
7) Would I like to have a family? I think that I would, do I think it'll happen within the next 2-3 years? The next 5? I've got a feeling that it won't, and I'm not sure how I feel about it.
8) I think I'm a rather intelligent person, especially when I apply myself, if only I did it more often.
9) There are very few 'gray' areas in life, at least to me. Most things are Black or White. That, and other things about myself, allow me to see things from multiple sides fairly (but not always) easily. If I had the other skills necessary for it, I think I could be a good mediator.