so I decided
If there's a way for me to capitalize on my levels of crazy, then I should do it. This is plan number 1-->write strange and insane things to get people to read. Plan number 2-->get a decent following and then put up ads on my own website somehow. Right now I cannot be bothered with paying for my own stuff. 3-->stop going to school and become a full time blogger. 4-->when i have enough time, write my book.
5-->die a happy person.
THAT IS MY DREAM. SERIOUSLY YOU GUYS? It's pretty sad. I would desperately love to stop school but I'm so afraid that without a degree I wouldn't have a back up plan. Although now that I think about it, it's pretty easy to get a job if you don't live in my town that is filled with eager students who all want low paying back breaking jobs.
This is what I did today:
Woke up with determination--TO BE A GOOD STUDENT FROM NOW ON!
Opened up Hyperbole and a Half and proceeded to realize that there was a good year's worth of posts that i have never read before. Began reading.
Realized this girl is insane. But am jealous because she stays at home.
Feel a little weird that this is what I want to aspire to be.
Skip class.
4 hours later I am writing this. Oh, I took a shower after an intense debate in my mind. It was seriously throwing out all the reasons I should or should not take a shower. Many reasons had to do with me being a failure as a person. SIGH. So I took a shower.
Room mate returns and sees me and my pitiful existence. But she brought in my amazon package awww yeeeea. Immediately squirrel away the empty box for my future plans of box related craftiness. Also I bought "Brightly Woven" to support YA writer Alexandra Bracken.
Currently eating naan.
5-->die a happy person.
THAT IS MY DREAM. SERIOUSLY YOU GUYS? It's pretty sad. I would desperately love to stop school but I'm so afraid that without a degree I wouldn't have a back up plan. Although now that I think about it, it's pretty easy to get a job if you don't live in my town that is filled with eager students who all want low paying back breaking jobs.
This is what I did today:
Woke up with determination--TO BE A GOOD STUDENT FROM NOW ON!
Opened up Hyperbole and a Half and proceeded to realize that there was a good year's worth of posts that i have never read before. Began reading.
Realized this girl is insane. But am jealous because she stays at home.
Feel a little weird that this is what I want to aspire to be.
Skip class.
4 hours later I am writing this. Oh, I took a shower after an intense debate in my mind. It was seriously throwing out all the reasons I should or should not take a shower. Many reasons had to do with me being a failure as a person. SIGH. So I took a shower.
Room mate returns and sees me and my pitiful existence. But she brought in my amazon package awww yeeeea. Immediately squirrel away the empty box for my future plans of box related craftiness. Also I bought "Brightly Woven" to support YA writer Alexandra Bracken.
Currently eating naan.