no sleep tonight
yea I wasn't allowed to sleep because i had a midterm to study for that I totally didn't study for all quarter...so that was made up for in one night. I really have to stop doing this.
I just came across a blog of this girl I knew in highschool and it's filled with her unimaginative complaints about her life. How she wants to quit smoking, how her friends cause drama, how she loves shopping. It's kind of disturbing how shallow she is how and how much she's okay with it. In fact, she doesn't even realize it.
Now, I wouldn't be saying this about a person that I like. She's actually someone I do not like. An incident happened with her that I, to this day, am confused about. the details are fuzzy to me, but it was just something that occurred because she WANTED drama with me. And it's like, "Why?" I was seriously the most low key girl in high school. My friends and i never had drama. Ever. You know that whole thing where girls fight in the school yard? NEver happened. It was more subtle, but we got over it eventually and now we're the closest ever.
But this girl seriously HATED me for a while because she "thought" she heard someone else say that I was saying bad things about her friend. Haha, fuck that. I'm ashamed i even tried to reason her out of it.
And then she said to my face that my surgery eyes were unrealistic and obvious. Gee, thanks. It's not like I had a choice in the matter. I think about half the girls in that room had surgery eyes. And people continued to hang out with her, that was the greatest mystery of all. I know so many girls that I hear complaining about that "bitch" or "stupid idiot" and the best solution would seriously be to stop being friends with them, but next day I see pictures of them together on fb like they are sisters from different mothers.
It's intriguing. And you know what, I'm considered an outsider because I don't believe in it.
I wonder what it's like to only have drama and shopping on the mind. To not know that you're dumb?
I worry that this is actually myself that I am criticizing haha.
I just came across a blog of this girl I knew in highschool and it's filled with her unimaginative complaints about her life. How she wants to quit smoking, how her friends cause drama, how she loves shopping. It's kind of disturbing how shallow she is how and how much she's okay with it. In fact, she doesn't even realize it.
Now, I wouldn't be saying this about a person that I like. She's actually someone I do not like. An incident happened with her that I, to this day, am confused about. the details are fuzzy to me, but it was just something that occurred because she WANTED drama with me. And it's like, "Why?" I was seriously the most low key girl in high school. My friends and i never had drama. Ever. You know that whole thing where girls fight in the school yard? NEver happened. It was more subtle, but we got over it eventually and now we're the closest ever.
But this girl seriously HATED me for a while because she "thought" she heard someone else say that I was saying bad things about her friend. Haha, fuck that. I'm ashamed i even tried to reason her out of it.
And then she said to my face that my surgery eyes were unrealistic and obvious. Gee, thanks. It's not like I had a choice in the matter. I think about half the girls in that room had surgery eyes. And people continued to hang out with her, that was the greatest mystery of all. I know so many girls that I hear complaining about that "bitch" or "stupid idiot" and the best solution would seriously be to stop being friends with them, but next day I see pictures of them together on fb like they are sisters from different mothers.
It's intriguing. And you know what, I'm considered an outsider because I don't believe in it.
I wonder what it's like to only have drama and shopping on the mind. To not know that you're dumb?
I worry that this is actually myself that I am criticizing haha.