dream
I don't really remember it. But I have the distinct impression that somewhere along the way there was my mom...and later Tom Cruise. And his daughter suri. I don't know, I like Suri's clothes so I was looking at her photos last night, damn her lucky stars she was born in the right place. Lol. But I can imagine her growing seriously messed up, so sometimes I feel bad for her. Okay so I need like 8 hours of sleep to function, if I don't, I start talking about 1. how much people hate me (although I have exorcised my demons lately. I don't think this as often anymore nor do I get as sad) 2. Suri 3. Other celebrities who might be dead (Michael Jackson) 4. Think that I know these celebrities 5. Remember I don't know them and get a bit of a shock that I can't just go visit them. But I swear I'm not crazy, it's just that way I get with half the sleep I'm used to. Now, imagine what happens when I don't sleep at all. I'm like a person with no filter. Okay I really need to write this paper because it's due in7.5 hours.
But I feel good these days. Because I have my friend, my family, and Lady Gaga. I love that woman. She gives me hope in this horrid world in her absolute refusal to be normal. It keeps me from constantly apologizing for myself.
But I feel good these days. Because I have my friend, my family, and Lady Gaga. I love that woman. She gives me hope in this horrid world in her absolute refusal to be normal. It keeps me from constantly apologizing for myself.