I can't decipher my emotions right now. I think I am unhappy with myself. I think I am unhappy with some people around me. I am not sure if my unhappiness towards others is worthwhile or justifiable. My uncertainty makes me unhappy. I think I am depressed. I ran completely out of fucks. I have a lot of feelings of never being able to be the things ( Read more... )

I haven't been this depressed in the summer months since 1992. At the time I was severely overwhelmed by an intense feeling of bleakness. Fortunately, I am not feeling that bad yet.

PS
WTF LJ? I used to be able to post by hitting enter on the subject line. Now I get some spell check bullshit.

Here, depressed, and dearly missing Ash.

Ashly and I have had some bumps over the last few weeks ( Read more... )

I am not genetically perfect, for if I were, my asexual fetish would be to build a lab and clone myself. Instead, I crave a woman. As a healthy strong intelligent man, I crave a healthy strong intelligent woman. I have yet to meet one who will pay any attention to me, in this town of ten thousand. I am socially awkward and shy around people who are ( Read more... )

**insert emo post here**

I used to be able to handle the stuff. I've lost some weight and now it causes me serious problems. I think it's adrenaline related. I've had the same set of emotions after playing paintball. If you see me with anything caffeinated, TAKE IT AWAY!!!! Don't let me have coffee. Don't let me order Dr Pepper at restaurants. Please, just remind me. I'm ( Read more... )

Why are we all feeling bad? Maybe it's the heat.
I'm gonna slap on some sunscreen, a goofy hat, and go ride my bike.
Ohh, it looks thunderstormy outside...