I can't decipher my emotions right now. I think I am unhappy with myself. I think I am unhappy with some people around me. I am not sure if my unhappiness towards others is worthwhile or justifiable. My uncertainty makes me unhappy. I think I am depressed. I ran completely out of fucks. I have a lot of feelings of never being able to be the things ( Read more... )

Here, depressed, and dearly missing Ash.