forever on my lips

Dec 13, 2010 20:26

title: forever on my lips
rating: pg
genre: romance
pairing: taeyeon&onew

she breathes and she thinks for that one string in time she can feel his fingers brush against her cheek and his lips lightly graze over hers. taeyeon keeps her eyes closed because it's the only moment she can remember them having. their first kiss, their last kiss, his kiss (and it's all slipping through her fingers, but it's not like she's stopping it. instead she stares as the memory falls one piece at a time, until she's left with nothing -  except room to make new ones.)

she thinks it's the typical sm love story, and that lee soo man illustrates them all. he writes them all with the same beginning, same middle, and same end.

(they'll feel the world shatter and lose its color, and in a moment of weakness and loneliness they'll give in. they'll fall into something that isn't really there, but damn, it sure does look like love. they'll trip and get bruises, get a little scratched up - but the color slowly creeps back into the picture only to be shaken up again and poured into a whole different image; not the painting of love, but the picture of their careers. of their success. and in that moment most people are blinded by that artwork, the greatness of it. but not taeyeon - because she sees the hidden beauty in the picture abandoned and broken, the pieces are still together but she can see the little cracks that make it what it is.

love was never about the perfect image, but the things that made it up.
and she can see onew's face sketched out in the canvas called her heart.)

'let's fall in love,' she tells him one day in their treasured darkness.

she's serious, totally serious. she's on her toes as he peers down at her, brown eyes like liquid seeping their way into her soul, her heart, and she feels her lungs swell as his lips pull into a something a beautiful. he has a smile tied up with a pretty ribbon, a ribbon full of fame and success, and taeyeon wonders what would happen if she untied it, if that smile would still be there if he only had her.

'what?' he asks with this laugh thats fills her ears with this charm.
(her lungs swell up a little more as she holds her breath because she can't do anything else.)

and then taeyeon laughs too because her heart hurts and he doesn't understand, but she thinks onew will one day - when he discovers their love story is different from the rest.

('director lee soo man', taeyeon inhales, 'lee jinki and i are in a relationship.'
she then exhales something heavy, and she thinks it's the pain that's been in her heart and the name that has been forever on her lips.)

shinee, snsd, pairing: taeyeon/onew, #fanfic

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