Frustrations
Excuse me a moment while I take this time to vent a little. But before I start, let me say that I love him. I love him dearly. I would never want another in my life for he completes me. However.... Sometimes he drives me absolutely freakin crazy.
P hates his job. He hates it with a passion. Every single day for the past 2 years or more, he has come home in a grumpy depressed mood complaining about customers, employees he manages, corporate changes and the like. Everything. He is stressed out, he loses sleep, and his body is all fucked up because of the stress he is under. He keeps telling me he needs to find another job. I support him in this. I support him in every decision he makes. But what really burns me is when he calls a friend of the family looking for a job, and then decides to 'ignore' the phone calls from the person who was going to employ him. Why? Because he doesn't like that particular type of work.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU KNEW THAT THIS WAS THE TYPE OF WORK YOU DIDN'T WANT, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU WASTE YOUR AND THEIR TIME?????!!!!!!!!!!!
What kills me is, He doesn't actually MAKE AN EFFORT to look for another job. He has a FUCKING DEGREE!!!!! He could get almost any job he wants. God it just makes me want to SCREAM!!! ****screams*****
::pant::pant::
Bottom line:
I am trying to be supportive but I am sick of this. I am sick of his moping around and not doing anything about it. I am sick of trying to keep upbeat while he is pouting. I am sick of trying to cheer him up and make him see the bright side of things. I am sick of showing him how to change things when he is too lazy to do it. I can't take it anymore. I'm going crazy!
There. I've vented.. Now I am going to finish cleaning and working out all these frustrations that have been building up. ::huffs::
P hates his job. He hates it with a passion. Every single day for the past 2 years or more, he has come home in a grumpy depressed mood complaining about customers, employees he manages, corporate changes and the like. Everything. He is stressed out, he loses sleep, and his body is all fucked up because of the stress he is under. He keeps telling me he needs to find another job. I support him in this. I support him in every decision he makes. But what really burns me is when he calls a friend of the family looking for a job, and then decides to 'ignore' the phone calls from the person who was going to employ him. Why? Because he doesn't like that particular type of work.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU KNEW THAT THIS WAS THE TYPE OF WORK YOU DIDN'T WANT, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU WASTE YOUR AND THEIR TIME?????!!!!!!!!!!!
What kills me is, He doesn't actually MAKE AN EFFORT to look for another job. He has a FUCKING DEGREE!!!!! He could get almost any job he wants. God it just makes me want to SCREAM!!! ****screams*****
::pant::pant::
Bottom line:
I am trying to be supportive but I am sick of this. I am sick of his moping around and not doing anything about it. I am sick of trying to keep upbeat while he is pouting. I am sick of trying to cheer him up and make him see the bright side of things. I am sick of showing him how to change things when he is too lazy to do it. I can't take it anymore. I'm going crazy!
There. I've vented.. Now I am going to finish cleaning and working out all these frustrations that have been building up. ::huffs::