rawr
Havent really heard from Ecamer much. Last I called, he told me that he was ending service on his cell. Good thing he is not an emergency contact, eh? The day I left, he made no move to even hug me goodbye. He just said 'see you in a month' and took off. A few nights before, he was feeling all cuddly and I was laying in bed reading. He laid beside me and positioned himself so that his head was right under my chest but not quite on my tummy and sighed.
Me: What's wrong? (thinking hey, he is going to miss me and I will get to hear it.)
Him: For all my intellect and articulation, I have a horrible time taking to people. Women especially.
Me: Oh hun, you seem to talk to me fine, so what are you talking about? (still completely in the dark.)
Him: The way I get all muddle-mouthed around Amber. I tried to compliment her today. But I dont think it came out right. She didnt seem to mind though... I dont think.
Me: (completely deflated and thoroughly depressed) Oh I'm sure she was pleased... ~gets up to go outside and smoke~
Right now I'm just trying to decide what would be in the best interest of my daughter. She needs both of us.
Making two lists of pros and cons.
Not liking the way they look. But not giving up...
Suddenly despite not eating anything since a bit of cheese yesterday, I have lost my appetite.
Me: What's wrong? (thinking hey, he is going to miss me and I will get to hear it.)
Him: For all my intellect and articulation, I have a horrible time taking to people. Women especially.
Me: Oh hun, you seem to talk to me fine, so what are you talking about? (still completely in the dark.)
Him: The way I get all muddle-mouthed around Amber. I tried to compliment her today. But I dont think it came out right. She didnt seem to mind though... I dont think.
Me: (completely deflated and thoroughly depressed) Oh I'm sure she was pleased... ~gets up to go outside and smoke~
Right now I'm just trying to decide what would be in the best interest of my daughter. She needs both of us.
Making two lists of pros and cons.
Not liking the way they look. But not giving up...
Suddenly despite not eating anything since a bit of cheese yesterday, I have lost my appetite.