No matter where you go, there you are

[witchdollie]

For the record, before I even start.. I am going to state that this entry is probably not going to make any sense. I feel scattered. Not scatter-brained, mind you. But just.. scattered. Or perhaps it's more like... distant. Or maybe it's both and much more

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[evilpettingz00]

I don't know enough about you to be able to describe you, but I wanted to say that I totally relate to the stuff about being introverted and being judged, etc. I am much the same way.

[rynresa]

well, i've known you a few years now, and i'd have to say that i do find you quiet, but very strong. you've faced a lot through family, and other things and you always fight through it. i admire your strength, and you probably don't hear this enough, but i'm proud of you *hugs*

[witchdollie]

Aww thanks. ♥
That really means a LOT to me. You have no idea.

[rynresa]

awww...i'm glad to be there for you *s*

[sra33]

Ahh... but the catch 20 to that, is if you're quiet, they could misperceive that as being snotty, or judgmental yourself, and write you off on that alone. And have nothing to do with who you really are.

Of course, I'm the extreme the other way. It's me, all me, nothing but me, I'm loud, I'm obnoxious, but extremely loving, and that's all you're ever going to get, ENJOY! :) I'd rather be written off for something I am rather than something I am not. :)

But I definitely understand the fear behind it. I do get quiet when I'm 1 on 1 with someone, and it always strikes me as odd. Maybe I'm quiet because I'm afraid they won't like me, or maybe I'm quiet because I'm trying to figure them out. I haven't come to a conclusion on that yet...

[witchdollie]

Not exactly.
I know what I want.
And someday, I will have it.

[witchdollie]

Fair enough.
*lips twitch*