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Tommorrow is Kindergoth's last day of school. Weds is my niece's graduation from jr.high.
This morning, my father-in-law was rushed to the e.r. by ambulance due to heart problems. Tonight he is in ICU. Tomorrow he has an EKG scheduled in the afternoon....
Ecamer is not doing well but all the (loving) nagging in the world will not do any good in trying to get him some help. He just keeps telling me that everything is hopeless and nothing will help him. I don't know what to do.
I keep having reoccurring dreams of being shot.
I keep waking up in a hazy pain thinking I have been.
I have been asked where the key to the gun cabinet is several times.. and I honestly can't remember.
I'm starting to wonder if that's all that is keeping me here..
The past few months have been, in all honesty, hell.
I don't even want to write anymore..
This morning, my father-in-law was rushed to the e.r. by ambulance due to heart problems. Tonight he is in ICU. Tomorrow he has an EKG scheduled in the afternoon....
Ecamer is not doing well but all the (loving) nagging in the world will not do any good in trying to get him some help. He just keeps telling me that everything is hopeless and nothing will help him. I don't know what to do.
I keep having reoccurring dreams of being shot.
I keep waking up in a hazy pain thinking I have been.
I have been asked where the key to the gun cabinet is several times.. and I honestly can't remember.
I'm starting to wonder if that's all that is keeping me here..
The past few months have been, in all honesty, hell.
I don't even want to write anymore..