. . .a bull in a china shop. . .
*SIGH*
blues battle yesterday. . .how come one can easily raise hell yet not the dead. . .
"Hypocrite opportunist. Don't infect me with your poison"
i compained and quit
everything is ok. for the moment.
for the moment, however, i am still unwell. . .
music music, work work, harder now. it'll be ok...some day...maybe...the point is to move on.
it seems to fake to try to be so optimistic, but one's got to continue BEING some way or another, cant crawl into a hole, cant live as if I was in one. . .