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Freak-out is over. I'm going to try and only check the scale once a week at most, but I did today and I went back down by 3. ^^; I'd like to go several weeks without checking, but in reality, the only way that will happen is if I hide the scale somewhere. x_X I might need to do that.
So yea, I'm feeling a lot better now. I've gone to the gym 4 times in 7 days, which is great for me. My motivation is high right now, and I hope it stays that way. My metabolism supplements are still awesome, and they keep me up all day.
The only down side to me focusing so much on my fitness program is that I'm slipping on my job search. It's hard to concentrate on two huge things at once. :/ I've never been great at that. I just wish I could focus on one thing at a time so I don't let myself feel overwhelmed. I'm afraid that if I get a full-time job, I'll stop going to the gym so often. Working part-time right now is fine for me, but my mother is insisting I find a new job now.
The big thing for me is, I have a likely possible job offer coming up next month. Full-time, good pay. But my mom wants me to get another job in the meantime, or if it doesn't work out. The last thing I want to do, personally, is go through the huge hassle of being hired and trained, only to quit two weeks later. It sounds so silly to me. I've gone through that before, and it wasn't a pleasant experience. Employers don't seem to like it much, either.
Ugh. I have a lot of songs to record today, so I think I'll go start that. :/
So yea, I'm feeling a lot better now. I've gone to the gym 4 times in 7 days, which is great for me. My motivation is high right now, and I hope it stays that way. My metabolism supplements are still awesome, and they keep me up all day.
The only down side to me focusing so much on my fitness program is that I'm slipping on my job search. It's hard to concentrate on two huge things at once. :/ I've never been great at that. I just wish I could focus on one thing at a time so I don't let myself feel overwhelmed. I'm afraid that if I get a full-time job, I'll stop going to the gym so often. Working part-time right now is fine for me, but my mother is insisting I find a new job now.
The big thing for me is, I have a likely possible job offer coming up next month. Full-time, good pay. But my mom wants me to get another job in the meantime, or if it doesn't work out. The last thing I want to do, personally, is go through the huge hassle of being hired and trained, only to quit two weeks later. It sounds so silly to me. I've gone through that before, and it wasn't a pleasant experience. Employers don't seem to like it much, either.
Ugh. I have a lot of songs to record today, so I think I'll go start that. :/