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[windelkron]

for a few days/months now i have been filled with the most awful self-loathing. somehow everything i'm responsible for doing is suffering from a lack of motivation on my part. and the one thing that I find myself motivated to do, music, nobody else shares my motivation and i'm left frustrated. I woke up at 9:30 today to go to work, to which I

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[jillard]

be a musician! sweet financial-sector jobs suck out your soul. and at the very least, pop-up video can just say that you were educated at yale, whether you finish or not, and people watching the tv will be very impressed.

i don't know if this makes sense

[faux_phoenix]

plenty of people wake up in the morning and go to shit-ass jobs, sure. they get bursts of motivation to finish what has to be done. but people like that lack what you have--- dreams and desires for betterment. if you really feel like you have to choose between two lives, then you should pick the one that will make you happiest and put all of your energy and faith in it. i mean, it might not be the best idea, but i love art and that is all that i'm going to do for the rest of my life, and i'm confident that i will succeed