Umm haven't updated in a while and for me, bordem = rambling so here it is ( Read more... )

The past few days have been very stressful for various reasons. Papers were due..and still are due, friendships have been questioned and sleep has been lacking. Things are starting to calm down a bit and fall into place though and I for one am relieved. I am starting to realize who my real friends are here at college and that people I thought I ( Read more... )

I just failed my math test horribly..I know it. I was actually excited ( well maybe not excited but not worried) about taking this test because in class I knew how to do all of it. Butttttt of course when it came time to take the test I bombed. Either I am crazy or the problems on the test weren't in the form that we have been going through in ( Read more... )

This situation couldn't possibly get anymore more complicated and fucked up. Things have played out much like some Greek Tragedy....or a really bad Spanish soap opera. Well, all spanish soap operas are bad..but that's not the point at all. Fuck. The point is things are getting very very confusing and weird. And I really don't know what to make of ( Read more... )

Last night was a let down...but I still managed to enjoy myself. Air came to the dorm around 9 and I showed her my lovely Albertus home, I think she liked it. Eventually we headed out to go see LOVE BOMB. Getting there was quite the process. We ended up in Cheshire at some tree garden thing. Finally we got on the right track and ended up in the ( Read more... )

End of Summer Survey ( Read more... )

Life mostly sucks at this point. Nothing ever goes right, perhaps God is playing a cruel joke on me and I just don't get it..am I supposed to laugh? Why does it seem that I am never good enough for anyone in any sense? I hate to admit that I am lonely but I am and I don't like it ( Read more... )

I can't deal with this. So much is going on all at once. There is the same old shit that has been going on for the past two years which you think I would be used to by now but the truth is I am not. Then there is this new crap that is just messing with my head in all kinds of ways. It figures that once I find something that I think could finally ( Read more... )

People mostly suck. I am sure you know who you are and you are rude and not very considerate. My feelings are hurt and I am sure you don't care all that much. Whatever..fuck that.

SO glad to be home. You have no idea. Sleeping in my own bed in my own room is the best thing to happen to me in a week. To bad I only have the weekend then it's back to the hell that is dorm life. I wish I were adjusting better, that would really be grand ( Read more... )