Apr 30, 2007 00:45
M'k, girlfriend doesn't know I even have this account, so I can ramble on about things without consiquence, presumably.
Anyway, I haven't seen her in a couple of weeks (has it been that long already), or heard from her in a few days. For some reason she doesn't call me, I always have to call her. Maybe its because I told her last summer that I don't like using the phone if I don't have to, but I've left messages on her phone almost every day for the last week. I just want to talk to her if I can't see her. Oh well.
The funny thing is, whenever I feel neglected like this it makes me horny. I don't know why, but if a girl I am intarested in is neglecting me I really really really want a pussy to eat out. The last few days have certainly seen that as a comon theme amoung my daydreams. Hell, I even had a dream about it a couple nights ago. Not very often I dream about something that I am thinking about all day, not really that often I can remember a dream I've had for that matter.
So here I am, wishing I could just talk to her. Wishing I had a girl who's shoulder's I could rub, who I could cuddle with, who I could go down on, who I could do anything for, just to see her. Yeah, this is fun. I think its only 2 more weeks now, and then she'll at least not be tied up with school, just work, so that will make things easier.
Off to daydream some more. Its kind of sad that I can't remember how she tasted anymore, but it has been about 7 months, so I guess its to be expected.