Run Away Train
^^^That's exactly what I feel like I'm on right now.....graduation is on Friday and I have NO job....great....not....as of right now I have FOUR hours of work....the morning after graduation......great but it's not gonna pay my bills...yippie! I still haven't heard from Bassett and I'm just gonna go ahead and say I never will which is fine whatever....I also applied at St. Luke's...there is a 3-11 shift posted so maybe I'll get that....who knows...but you would think that hospitals would be the fastest empolyers considering how they want someone yesterday....but whatever.
As far as I know no one else has put in for the job besides me....awesome I just wanna hear tomorrow wether I have the job or not cuz bills aren't paying themselves.
How could I go from the only person in class who possibly has a chance at getting a job to one of three people who DON'T have a job? I don't get it...and it's fucked up! I hate this area sometimes....but I need to get a fucking job here for now so I can possibly SAVE money to move SOMEWHERE! I know Pat will help me out money wise....which makes me feel like I have a good man (which money doesn't have to tell me this I already know he is but it just adds too it.) but it also makes me feel guilty and ashamed because I don't wanna have to depend on ANYONE anymore...I really don't....I went to this school so I wouldn't have to depend on someone else and it's going to be that way....for how long I have no 'effin clue...which is scary!
So far yeah I'm supposed to move in with Pat....but if I don't have a job I feel more comfortable smooching off of my parents than someone else's....even though techincally speaking they'll prolly end up being my in-laws....so whatever. I dunno I guess what my big problem is is I'm a planner...and obviously nothing can be planned in my life right now because I have no job which means I need to keep myself pretty much NOT busy so I can work whenever they offer me hours. Yeah blows ass...and I just HATE not knowing if I have a job when there is a job offer out there. And it doesn't help that the only two jobs I have ever had I found out either that day or the next two days that I actually got the job....there was no waiting.
Which I thought would happen again only because like I said it's a hospital and they want someone yesterday! But we'll see....I'll keep my fingers crossed and hope I get a fucking job cuz I really need it badly .....right now I just need to make sure I pass my registry......and get some sleep. night.
As far as I know no one else has put in for the job besides me....awesome I just wanna hear tomorrow wether I have the job or not cuz bills aren't paying themselves.
How could I go from the only person in class who possibly has a chance at getting a job to one of three people who DON'T have a job? I don't get it...and it's fucked up! I hate this area sometimes....but I need to get a fucking job here for now so I can possibly SAVE money to move SOMEWHERE! I know Pat will help me out money wise....which makes me feel like I have a good man (which money doesn't have to tell me this I already know he is but it just adds too it.) but it also makes me feel guilty and ashamed because I don't wanna have to depend on ANYONE anymore...I really don't....I went to this school so I wouldn't have to depend on someone else and it's going to be that way....for how long I have no 'effin clue...which is scary!
So far yeah I'm supposed to move in with Pat....but if I don't have a job I feel more comfortable smooching off of my parents than someone else's....even though techincally speaking they'll prolly end up being my in-laws....so whatever. I dunno I guess what my big problem is is I'm a planner...and obviously nothing can be planned in my life right now because I have no job which means I need to keep myself pretty much NOT busy so I can work whenever they offer me hours. Yeah blows ass...and I just HATE not knowing if I have a job when there is a job offer out there. And it doesn't help that the only two jobs I have ever had I found out either that day or the next two days that I actually got the job....there was no waiting.
Which I thought would happen again only because like I said it's a hospital and they want someone yesterday! But we'll see....I'll keep my fingers crossed and hope I get a fucking job cuz I really need it badly .....right now I just need to make sure I pass my registry......and get some sleep. night.