Jun 11, 2007 21:24
SO Courtney now has a full time job and is thrown out into the real world! It NEVER really hits you until the FIRST day on the job! I was shitting bricks...NO JOKE! But I'll be okay I know I will....it's just the normal everyday anxiety a person gets when they start a new job. Obviously I know what I am I doing I have been doing it for the past two years.....and yet I get nervous now that I'm the responsible one....who knew? LOL. I just keep telling myself that hey at least you aren't a nurse....or say a Doctor...haha! They have WAY more responsiblity! haha! I'm so retarded.
Anywho I'm not obviously worried about a job anymore.
But what I AM annoyed with is they are still calling me for per diem help....which I said fine whatever but why call me first? Shouldn't I be a last resort? I mean there are still other classmates of mine that need hours....obviously I'm going to have forty hours a week....I mean I don't mind filling in or anything but it just seems as if they called me first.....but whatever I'll sort it out tomorrow. I just hate saying no! So I'll prolly end up working a double shift...which I don't wanna just start doing right away because I fear they will never call the per diem help! Ugh!
But anywho i got my hair trimmed today....and it looks good...I also went shopping with my Nutt....I never realized how much I missed that girl until recently when I haven't had another girl to talk to about EVERYTHING! Well I mean I have other girlfriends but she's known me ALL MY LIFE....so it's like we know each other because what happened in my life happened in hers too. But anywho I got some good stuff....but now I have to buy a father's day present and a Birthday present for Pat....I have NO idea what to get 'em! Ugh!
But I'll tell you one thing....I can't WAIT to get save up for a new vehicle...I REALLY want a Chevy Equinox! But as I was pricing them....they look kinda expensive...oh boy!! LOL....anywho I'm done for now...later.