Closure
Kristen,
I really need a better sense of closure to our relationship. The last vivid memory I have of you is the two of us laying in my bed kissing after your return from Port Aransas. In that moment, I know there were genuine feelings of affection between us. And months later, that memory is still too raw, and difficult to let go of. It's not like we were in a casual relationship. We practically shared a bedroom for a time over the summer. There was a level of intimacy between us that I honestly have never shared with anyone else. Real genuine emotions were involved, and I still struggle with the thought that just weeks after sleeping with me, you could be with someone else.
So out of respect for me, and the relationship we had, I am asking for a chance to see you in person. I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me that you don't have feelings for me anymore, that the chemistry we shared is gone, and that you truly are happier without me (doesn't need to be these exact words but you get the gist). I need it to be real, and I think the look in your eyes will tell me everything I need to know. I don't think its too much to ask, and I think I deserve more than just a phone call. My last memory of you can't be one I associate with feelings of mutual affection.
I know you talked about being in Austin at some point over Christmas Break and I think that would be a perfect time for you to provide me with this closure (or sooner if you want to get it over with). I hope that you can empathize with how I am feeling. I have been hurt before, but never in a manner such as this, and never with so much of my heart invested. I truly want things to end in an honest, respectful manner. So for the sake of my emotional well being and long term happiness, I hope you will consider my proposal.
Thanks,
Joel
I really need a better sense of closure to our relationship. The last vivid memory I have of you is the two of us laying in my bed kissing after your return from Port Aransas. In that moment, I know there were genuine feelings of affection between us. And months later, that memory is still too raw, and difficult to let go of. It's not like we were in a casual relationship. We practically shared a bedroom for a time over the summer. There was a level of intimacy between us that I honestly have never shared with anyone else. Real genuine emotions were involved, and I still struggle with the thought that just weeks after sleeping with me, you could be with someone else.
So out of respect for me, and the relationship we had, I am asking for a chance to see you in person. I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me that you don't have feelings for me anymore, that the chemistry we shared is gone, and that you truly are happier without me (doesn't need to be these exact words but you get the gist). I need it to be real, and I think the look in your eyes will tell me everything I need to know. I don't think its too much to ask, and I think I deserve more than just a phone call. My last memory of you can't be one I associate with feelings of mutual affection.
I know you talked about being in Austin at some point over Christmas Break and I think that would be a perfect time for you to provide me with this closure (or sooner if you want to get it over with). I hope that you can empathize with how I am feeling. I have been hurt before, but never in a manner such as this, and never with so much of my heart invested. I truly want things to end in an honest, respectful manner. So for the sake of my emotional well being and long term happiness, I hope you will consider my proposal.
Thanks,
Joel