thought i was meeting iris and the kids here after work. come to find out nathanial was the only one at the library for his class with his teacher. i was hopeing to discuse my last entry with my love but she is home. well work was ok today. i think all the managers in the store are in trouble. who nose i might have some new bosses soon if they don' ( Read more... )

i am never on here so this might be short.alot has been going on in my life. iris and myself are looking into new experiances together. we are unshure of how to go about it. i know without a dought that she is the women i want to spend the rest of my life with.i made a mistake not long ago texting someone without iris. it coused some problems. i ( Read more... )

this is my last entry. im never on here exceped to see what others are up to. i can do that better on facebook. the main reason im getting rid of this sight is so iris can say anything she feels about anything and she wount have to worry about what i may say. so goodbye everyone. i willnot be on here after today.

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i know its been sometime since my last entry. alots gone on. so this will probably be pretty long. not shure where to start. not that great at saying how im feeling or writeing for that matter. iris is an awsome writer. she can't do everything for me though. still fighting for resideing coustody of my kids. next court case is nov. 6th it will be ( Read more... )

well its the 4th of july. no plans to speek of. no invitations to any get togethers. i geuss when you don't have alot of friends odds of getting invitted to something is pretty thin. well i have my sweety with me for the 4th of july. what more do i need. it would have been nice to feel wanted. or a part of things. iris and i where gona go watch the ( Read more... )

well i feel sick to my stomac. was talking with my girlfriend she said her mother would like to talk to me about my plans. i don't know what im gona do. everyone keeps asking what im gona do. its really makeing it hard to figure it out. on the 30 th of this month i talk to a bankrupcy lawer. im trying to get my salery position back. i want to ( Read more... )

well what can i say. my life is turned upside down at the moment. just over a week ago a drunk driver crased into my living room. makeing me homeless lost on what to do. i cant aford a apartment. to pay for anything. im looking at bankrupcy. im so scared. i feel so alone. im not but it feels like it. i have a wonderfull girl friend by the name of ( Read more... )

i know its not anything to be upset over. i am really in the mood if you know what i mean. laying next to my sweet heart. not a hint of her wanting me. me wanting her though. its frustraiting. i don''t want to be asking to make love. i know everyones not in the mood all the time. thats why im not mad or any thing like that. just horny. expesualy ( Read more... )

well today has been another one of those days. i can't directly talk to my girlfriend. witch makes it hard to make any plans. shes upset with me at the moment do to me being upset about a coment her friend made. witch hurt. what hurt more is she laughed about it. she also new i was out of work early and was having a pizza party in her last class. ( Read more... )