sitting in the library
i am never on here so this might be short.alot has been going on in my life. iris and myself are looking into new experiances together. we are unshure of how to go about it. i know without a dought that she is the women i want to spend the rest of my life with.i made a mistake not long ago texting someone without iris. it coused some problems. i didn't mean to. i was trying to make things easier for futer indevers. i wish i could still text this person to find out more about them. iris and i need to spend more time with others. i hope someday iris knows im ok with her hanging out with her friends. im not jelouse anymore. i would love to see her spend more time with them. there are a few skelotins in our closet that we are trying to let out. should be alot of fun when we do. hope someday. there are many sides to me that not alot of people know about. iris is one of the only ones i have opend up to. have tryed opening up to others but couldn't open up compleatly. yes i know what i am saying is very veage sorry. well i will try and write more sometime. i would love to here what people might think about this. what you might read between the lines.