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It's not over.
It's not over, until I say it's over.
It's up and down, but that's life. I fight for whatever I want and whatever I believe in. No matter how many tears I shed, no matter how hard I have to work to keep upbeat and cheerful -- no matter WHAT, I am in this for us.
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New Year's Eve and Other Things
It hasn't completely hit me yet that tomorrow is the start of a new year. Everything seems a little too normal, probably because I'm not going out to join in the festivities. I guess I'll take this time to be a good, determined girl who cares about her future and make a list of resolutions. It's the first time (I believe) that I'm actually making a ( Read more... ) -
Curfew
I'm actually looking forward to school. I'm tired of being locked up in a cage -- no, not literally. It sure feels pretty real, though. I'll be 20 in 3 months, and I can't even stay out past 5PM. (Not always, but most of the time.) I can't even go out with friends on a last minute shopping trip or to grab coffee and catch up. If I go out 2 or 3 ( Read more... ) -
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christmas eve ( Read more... ) -
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this is the inaugurating post for CAMP ADVENTURE! i don't want to explain too much since it can get lengthy and boring, but just google "camp adventure" and it should come up. basically, after a lot of formal training and working with kids AND paying about 700 dollars in fees, i can get sent to another country (hopefully one of my top 5 choices) to ( Read more... ) -
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in a couple more hours, i'll be back home, in my bed, eating good food (NOT that i'm a bad cook, but...a lazy one. i end up eating eggs and rice with soy sauce too much) and watching TV ( Read more... ) -
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i'm a hypocrite. you're probably thinking that right now...like..."why didn't this girl UPDATE like she SAID she would?!?!" sorry. :( my life hasn't been terribly exciting, seriously. i just came back to school on sunday, and i wanted to stay but my mother is making go home this weekend because she says i have "no reason to be up there so early". ( Read more... ) -
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grrr. i just realized my last entry wasn't posted at all. :( basically, i just whined about wanting to get a new haircut (NOT too short because so many girls are going short these days, and i like my long hair), and i talked about how i built a trail last saturday at crocker amazon ( Read more... ) -
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i'm making a renewed effort to update this. :) happy, yes? and i'm making a renewed effort to check your LJ too, ev. (this means you should update as often as you can too, so we can update each other on our lives ( Read more... )