It's not over.
It's not over, until I say it's over.
It's up and down, but that's life. I fight for whatever I want and whatever I believe in. No matter how many tears I shed, no matter how hard I have to work to keep upbeat and cheerful -- no matter WHAT, I am in this for us.
I write this knowing that someone might be reading. I believe in Karma. I'll leave it at that. Name calling, violence, stalking, manipulation, and anything else that may fall into this category: I'd never stoop so low.
I've been through worse. I've been through a lot worse. I hold out hope, and it will keep me going these next couple of months.
I watched my dad fight and suffer through 4 heart attacks and open heart surgery for two and a half weeks in December of 2007. He died on December 19th. He is the definition of a fighter. I could never even think about giving up on anything anymore. I keep remembering how hard he fought to stay alive for me, for my sisters, for my mom, and for my grandma. I can't give up.
It's up and down, but that's life. I fight for whatever I want and whatever I believe in. No matter how many tears I shed, no matter how hard I have to work to keep upbeat and cheerful -- no matter WHAT, I am in this for us.
I write this knowing that someone might be reading. I believe in Karma. I'll leave it at that. Name calling, violence, stalking, manipulation, and anything else that may fall into this category: I'd never stoop so low.
I've been through worse. I've been through a lot worse. I hold out hope, and it will keep me going these next couple of months.
I watched my dad fight and suffer through 4 heart attacks and open heart surgery for two and a half weeks in December of 2007. He died on December 19th. He is the definition of a fighter. I could never even think about giving up on anything anymore. I keep remembering how hard he fought to stay alive for me, for my sisters, for my mom, and for my grandma. I can't give up.