FIC : I love you [Kangin Part]
Title : I Love You [Kangin Part]
Pairing : Kangin/Yesung
Rating : PG I guess
Summary : 'I love you' the words you kept telling him, but you were't sure if it was the truth
Note : Still...I'm not sure with my grammar, but I do try to work on it. This is the sequel of I Love You. You have to read it before this, or else you won't understand anything.
I Love You [First Part] - - http://community.livejournal.com/miracle______/3805507.html#cutid1
‘I love you’
The words you kept telling him, but you’re not sure if it was the truth. You whispered those sweet words in his ears when you got yourself inside his hot-tight passage. He always smiled back and said ‘I love you too’. You didn’t know if you really appreciate those words. But because of those made you think he’ll never leave you, he’ll always be there for you. You think he was a doll and you were his owner, if you didn’t leave him, he would never go.
And now you know you were wrong, so, so wrong. Standing in front of Heechul’s room, watching him cry and say it’s over and all. You stare at him while let those words he said sink into your brain, your heart and your mind. You feel like there’s an invisible hand clenches on you heart, so tight. Your feet move forward to him, your mind screaming that it isn’t true.
‘Jongwoon, I…’
Just a few more steps you’ll get him, but suddenly there’s a grip on your shoulder and you are pulled backward. Your eyes widen and turn to see it’s Hankyung who pulls you out. There’s no more kindness in his eyes, it’s full with anger, sad and disappointed. You try to break free from his grip but all you feel is that grip getting harder and make you frown.
‘Let go of me, hyung’
You say impatiently. He shrugs and says…
‘Why would I have to do that?’
‘I have to talk to Jongwoon, I need to’
You mumble your words and look at your hyung. A plea in your eyes seem like it’s doing nothing to the Chinese man.
‘I let you hurt him for a long time, Youngwoon. And I would never let you hurt him again. Just stay away from him if you don’t want to have some bluish marks on your face’
He says calmly and walks to him that still sitting on the floor, crying. Heechul stand up and walk to the door. He holds the knob and says…
‘If I know you would be like this, I shouldn’t let you have him. I’m really disappointed, Youngwoon. I think you will take good care of him, but you didn’t. Don’t ever think to get near him, I warn you. Now get lost.’
He ends his words by slamming the door to your face. The sound of the closing door is so loud, but you can’t hear anything except his words, your lover ex’s, that replay again and again in your ears. This time you know those ‘I love you’ are the truth but you didn’t do it right, didn’t treat him right and now…he’s gone.
After that day, he’s trying to avoid you. He is always being with Heechul and Hankyung, and those guys helping him away from you. Even the eternal magnae and the magnae start to mad at you for hurting their beloved hyung.
‘You really disappoint us, Kangin-hyung. I always think you are a good guy’
Ryeowook said that to you once you were trying to sneak into his room, but Ryeowook and Kyuhyun didn’t let you in. The magnae didn’t say anything, only the glare of his eyes was enough to tell you what he has really felt. You’re glad that Kibum is too busy, if not, the story must be worse. The actor loves his hyung more than those two magnae and if he was here, you must be lying on your bed with bandages all over your face and your body and you would never see his gorgeous face again. Everyday you thank God that at least you still can see his face, know how he is and especially you thank the members that they don’t take him away.
One day, you wake up and find out you’re alone in the dorm. You sleepily walk to the kitchen to hear his sweet playful voice, you stiffen. You make your way to the wall near the door frame, listen to him talking with someone on the phone.
‘Hyung, I already cut the tomato. What’s next?’
You poke your face to see him wear his favourite pajama that you have seen so many times and he has the white apron on it. You remember that it’s Hankyung’s. His red tongue sticks out between his rosy lips as he tries to do something with Kimchi. You fall for that sight of him, you feel like there’s some dazzling aura all around him.
‘He’s so cute. How couldn’t I notice that before?’
‘Ah~ Hyung, I can’t do it. Why didn’t you make something for me to eat before going out?’
You chuckle as you see him huffs and puffs at the cell phone. You decide to continue peeking on him since you miss him so much and you can’t get near him for a long time. He is still arguing with someone in the phone as he walks around the kitchen.
‘OK, I’ll try my best. I’m not starving myself, I promise. Ah~hang up now, hyung. You’re annoying me. Hehe, see you at home and concentrate at your work. Bye.’
He flips the phone and lays it on the counter before goes to the refrigerator. He grabs a cotton of milk, pork, beacon and eggs and put them on the table.
‘Since I can’t cook Kimchi stew, so… American breakfast is my choice today.’
You watch him cooks his breakfast while grinning from ear to ear. You watch him doing this, doing that and humming along.
‘All done!!!’
He screams with delight and claps his hand. Gorgeous smile that once is yours places on his kissable lips, you feel the smile on yours too...before you are surprised by his words.
‘Did Youngwoon wake up yet? I guess he still in his slumber. Aish…Why am I thinking about him? Heechul hyung must kill me if he heard that, but….’
Your eyes fill with hot tears when you hear his last words…
‘I really miss you, Youngwoon.’
Before you can think, you run to him, grab his wrist to pull him into your arms and hold him tight. He stays silent but you can feel your shirt getting wet as he cries.
‘I’m so sorry, Jongwoon-ah. I love you, I really do.’
He pushes himself away from your chest, his swollen yet beautiful eyes questioning you. You pull him into a hug again, you bury your face into his smooth hair and smell his sense that you are craving for all this time.
‘Can I make everything up, Jongwoon? I want to do it right…I need to do you right.’
Before you get an answer, he is shoved back and there’s a fist contacts with your face, you stumble. Slowly you turn your face to see him in Ryeowook’s arms, Heechul and Hanhyung are glaring at you.
‘I’ve told you not to get near him.’
Heechul shouts loudly and when he starts to raise his fist again, you close your eyes, waiting for the pain you deserve to.
‘No! Hyung, don’t hurt him…please’
It’s him who hugs Heechul tight, begging the older. The red head turn himself around to grabs the smaller’s wrist and drags him away. The Chinese man picks his bag he has left on the table and walks to you.
‘We need to talk, but later’
His piercing eyes emphasize the word ‘need’ and then he walks away. Ryeowook glances at you before run after his hyungs. Again, you are left alone with your own thought and your own pain.
‘God, tell me what I have to do for him to be mine again.’
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Ah~...I have to say first time I think I'm gonna end it in this chap, but I don't know how come it become a long fic. So...I'm think I'm gonna end this fic in the next chap.
Please do comment, so I can know what you think about it
Hope you all enjoy it XD