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[wheres_my_pen]

Man the real world sucks. I am at this particularly sticky and uncomfortable crossroads of my life where i know i should take the plunge into full-time work or at least a job that is relevant to my expensive degree. I dont know if i am making up excuses for myself or finding faults with available jobs, but nothing seems to suit. I'm being picky, but who wants a job with the Department of Environment and Heritage to move their furniture from one cell block to another or manage their accounts and make coffee for the hoity toity suits?
I automatically discard any job descriptions that contain the following keywords: financial, accounts, policy, defence, responsible, client, administrative, or any reference to Act number blah blah blah. They really dont go out of their way to make the job description interesting...

i just dont think i have the qualifications for any of these jobs. i dont think my qualifications are good for anything right now. I am SO SCARED to get a job with the even the slightest hint of responsibility attached to it - i dont know why. ARRRRRGH what does it all mean it's all in gibberish!
No confidence in myself whatsoever.
Maybe i should start handing out resumes to garden centres and cafes again? boo frickin hoo.

I cant wait for this slump to be over.

P.S. i'm home.