this terrific life.

[whenskiesrgrey]

I am terrified of losing the collagen and elastin from my face. I am terrified of being young and stupid and i'm terrified of not being young and stupid. I'm scared of taking one wrong step and throwing my whole life out the window and i'm scared i will regret not going through that window later. I am so afraid of forgetting the things I've done and places I've been and things I've learned.

I want a stethoscope and a tattoo.

I want my life now and I am terrified of it.