"All I can do is be patient and love you, support you, and make you shrimp."

everything will be okay.

so she continued to clean...in anticipation of, oh, just another Monday.

hope. if not, what else is there?

sigh, shiver, sigh.

38. Nous promettons selon nos espérances, et nous tenons selon nos craintes.

75. L'amour aussi bien que le feu ne peut subsister sans un mouvement continuel; et il cesse de vivre dès qu'il cesse d'espérer ou de craindre

276. L'absence diminue les médiocres passions, et augmente les grandes, comme le vent éteint les bougies et allume le feu.- ( Read more... )

so i suppose there is new information, new angles on the battlefront.

and this is precisely why communication and honesty are of the utmost importance.

i want only to be with you, she read and wept as she trampled her way through the puddles of leaves he was supposed to be sharing with her ( Read more... )

adieu, mon poulet tres estupide et fou.

she sent without any expectation of a reply.

until the next day when his virtual silence seemed to confirm that it was in fact an adieu, and not the au revoir they had always talked about, and it all settled in again.

She had made it to the second bus stop. And now, was waiting for the connection. She checked her phone furiously (even though she had kept updating it the entire first bus ride) to see when the next one was coming. She noticed that the woman who had gotten off at the same stop was now also waiting with her for the same second bus. 11 minutes. ugh. ( Read more... )

Two birds on a wire ( Read more... )

i'd rather be a bitch than an ordinary broken heart.

so.
over.
this.

i feel a little better, a little bit more secure about the actual move itself, now having established a lovely young woman and her cat, 6ft loom, and piano as my roommates and travel buddy cross 1/4 country and a lead on a job, but the emotional upheaval may still cause my blood to go cold and my skin to numb ( Read more... )

i.am.so.scared.of.my.life ( Read more... )