AHHH!!!!
Well its been a while since i have updated this thing....so much has happened since then to. My doggy alex is dying very slowly. and my dad guess he will be gone within a week. hes getting so bad that my dad is thinking about taking him to the vet and having him put to sleep. and my dad would never do that to an animal. he doesnt believe in doing that to an animal. he has cancer and we were expecting this to happen but its all happening way to fast. ive had him since i was like 3 and was a gift to me and my brother stevie. and now its so hard to look at him without crying. it doesnt even look like the same dog that i seen last week when i came home.....its so horrible!!
my summer so far has been pretty shitty. i found out i have to have surgery on july 19th for the thing on my arm, so that means no summer school. and i have to babysit for robin all summer wed-fri. thats not that bad but that means that it is less time i get to spend with dan. but at least im making money and she is holding onto some of my money so i can help buy my school clothes and shit this year.
i found out that i only failed two classes. math and gym. but those are two classes that i can make up next year and it wouldnt stand in the way of me graduating. so at least i know that even tho i cant go to summer school that im not being put behind at all. so thats a good thing i guess. so yeah i passed all my other classes which is a surpirse cuz i thought i was going to fail global and bio and i didnt. so i guess im ok with how i turned out this year.
things with dan are getting better and better every day. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i love him so much. the only sad thing is that august 1st is coming way to quickly. and i dont want it to. thats when he is going into the air force. and i dont know what im going to do when he leaves. but i know that im going to be here waiting for him to come home. im not going anywhere and i want him to understand that. he thinks for that some reason that im not going to be here when he comes home. but what he fails to understand is that i knew he was leaving and if i wasnt planning on being here when he got home then i wouldnt have wanted to have a relationship with him. but yeah...well i gotta go now...lata
my summer so far has been pretty shitty. i found out i have to have surgery on july 19th for the thing on my arm, so that means no summer school. and i have to babysit for robin all summer wed-fri. thats not that bad but that means that it is less time i get to spend with dan. but at least im making money and she is holding onto some of my money so i can help buy my school clothes and shit this year.
i found out that i only failed two classes. math and gym. but those are two classes that i can make up next year and it wouldnt stand in the way of me graduating. so at least i know that even tho i cant go to summer school that im not being put behind at all. so thats a good thing i guess. so yeah i passed all my other classes which is a surpirse cuz i thought i was going to fail global and bio and i didnt. so i guess im ok with how i turned out this year.
things with dan are getting better and better every day. he is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i love him so much. the only sad thing is that august 1st is coming way to quickly. and i dont want it to. thats when he is going into the air force. and i dont know what im going to do when he leaves. but i know that im going to be here waiting for him to come home. im not going anywhere and i want him to understand that. he thinks for that some reason that im not going to be here when he comes home. but what he fails to understand is that i knew he was leaving and if i wasnt planning on being here when he got home then i wouldnt have wanted to have a relationship with him. but yeah...well i gotta go now...lata