long time no write....
wow its been like forever since i updated this thing...but its a gravy on my mashed potatos..lol but so much has happened since the last time i updated. me and nikki are friends now if anyone hasnt noticed. me and julia are getting alot closer and its so great! i love it!! lol
Me and Alex broke up...THANK GOD!! lol and now i moved onto bigger and better things. i got dan now and hes so amazing. he treats me so good and i love it. we went to prom last week and it was so much fun. he was such a gentleman, it was so great. hehe he looked so good, and i cried. i have no idea why i cried but i did, and we had so many laughs that day to that its not even funny. i got stuck to the chair, i almost fell like 10 times cuz of my damn heels, i put the garder on upside down! omg it was hilarious. but god kids..i dont know what to do with him. i care about him so much, and hes leaving as early as august first. and i dont want him to go down there and find another girl and forget all about me...i care about him way to much to loose him right now. this is so different than any other guy....when im with him, i feel like a million dollars and no other guy has made me feel this way and i love being with him. and the cool thing is, we arent like all over eachother when we are together and i like that. most guys want to be all over their gfs but he understands that i need my space too. karleigh thinks that im going to marry this guy..lol me and dan are just alike tho. hes like a guy twin of me and its cool, i know that doesnt sound right to you people but it does to me. but yeah i think im falling in love with this guy and i havent even know him very long....im kinda scared...
wow people amaze me sometimes...i know this guy right that completely changed himself for this girl that he liked so he could look better for HER and not even himself, and she is so stuck on herself and trying to make herself happy, that she doesnt even see it. he is the sweetest guy i have ever met in my life and would give the world to her and she doesnt care and just blows him off like he is not even there. and he is one of the greatest friends that someone could ever ask for. i know i am very thankful to say that he came into my life 4 years ago and i wouldnt change one thing of our friendship.
well this is long enough im going to go to bed now...and dream about my love....
Me and Alex broke up...THANK GOD!! lol and now i moved onto bigger and better things. i got dan now and hes so amazing. he treats me so good and i love it. we went to prom last week and it was so much fun. he was such a gentleman, it was so great. hehe he looked so good, and i cried. i have no idea why i cried but i did, and we had so many laughs that day to that its not even funny. i got stuck to the chair, i almost fell like 10 times cuz of my damn heels, i put the garder on upside down! omg it was hilarious. but god kids..i dont know what to do with him. i care about him so much, and hes leaving as early as august first. and i dont want him to go down there and find another girl and forget all about me...i care about him way to much to loose him right now. this is so different than any other guy....when im with him, i feel like a million dollars and no other guy has made me feel this way and i love being with him. and the cool thing is, we arent like all over eachother when we are together and i like that. most guys want to be all over their gfs but he understands that i need my space too. karleigh thinks that im going to marry this guy..lol me and dan are just alike tho. hes like a guy twin of me and its cool, i know that doesnt sound right to you people but it does to me. but yeah i think im falling in love with this guy and i havent even know him very long....im kinda scared...
wow people amaze me sometimes...i know this guy right that completely changed himself for this girl that he liked so he could look better for HER and not even himself, and she is so stuck on herself and trying to make herself happy, that she doesnt even see it. he is the sweetest guy i have ever met in my life and would give the world to her and she doesnt care and just blows him off like he is not even there. and he is one of the greatest friends that someone could ever ask for. i know i am very thankful to say that he came into my life 4 years ago and i wouldnt change one thing of our friendship.
well this is long enough im going to go to bed now...and dream about my love....