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Julia's grandpa died the other day and she is on her way to kentucky...i think she is supposed to call me when she gets there but i dont know. i hope everything is going ok with her. i just wish that things would stop happening to her..i feel so bad sometimes cuz there is always something happening to her and there is nothing i can do to stop it and i wish there was. she is my best friend and i cant help her at all and i wish i could!!!
I went with my mom today down the robins. (she is home!! lol) we had a long talk and im going to stay with her this summer for a while. things have been going sour with my dad for about 4 or 5 months now and i need my mom. i know i say that i hate my mom but im still hurt by alot of the things she has done but i need her so bad. ive covered all my hurt with hate and its time that i let it all go. so if i dont go to summer school im going to be there most of the summer...but julia..i will be back in lockport for ya! lol
things with alex are crazy...i mean i know i broke up with him and all but im so mad at him. i know he lied to me about not liking sara heal. you should have seen him in lunch with her. he was all smiles...now you cant tell me he doesnt like her when he did the same thing when i was around him in the beginning of our relationship. he did nothing but smile and now thats what he does with sara. i shouldnt care tho, things are going great with me and dan and i dont want to ruin that over alex. i miss alex alot and i dont know why, we didnt even really have a relationship! but idk anymore with him....
things with dan are GREAT!! omg hes taking me to go see Shrek 2 this weekend and im excited! lol and i guess he has to "ask" me something when we are together too. come on now we all know what that is. i think i seriously found a close version to my soul mate. we think identical, we are so much alike...omg its crazy. but the only bad thing is, he is going to the air force as early as august 1st. hes going to texas for 4 years and only gets to come home once a year for a month....:( but hey its ok hell be back and if we are together i can still talk to him and write him letters and what not. but yeah im excited for this weekend. and im going to my moms after my doctors appointment tomorrow, and im staying up there all weekend again. kewlies man! lol well i have to go now...lata
I went with my mom today down the robins. (she is home!! lol) we had a long talk and im going to stay with her this summer for a while. things have been going sour with my dad for about 4 or 5 months now and i need my mom. i know i say that i hate my mom but im still hurt by alot of the things she has done but i need her so bad. ive covered all my hurt with hate and its time that i let it all go. so if i dont go to summer school im going to be there most of the summer...but julia..i will be back in lockport for ya! lol
things with alex are crazy...i mean i know i broke up with him and all but im so mad at him. i know he lied to me about not liking sara heal. you should have seen him in lunch with her. he was all smiles...now you cant tell me he doesnt like her when he did the same thing when i was around him in the beginning of our relationship. he did nothing but smile and now thats what he does with sara. i shouldnt care tho, things are going great with me and dan and i dont want to ruin that over alex. i miss alex alot and i dont know why, we didnt even really have a relationship! but idk anymore with him....
things with dan are GREAT!! omg hes taking me to go see Shrek 2 this weekend and im excited! lol and i guess he has to "ask" me something when we are together too. come on now we all know what that is. i think i seriously found a close version to my soul mate. we think identical, we are so much alike...omg its crazy. but the only bad thing is, he is going to the air force as early as august 1st. hes going to texas for 4 years and only gets to come home once a year for a month....:( but hey its ok hell be back and if we are together i can still talk to him and write him letters and what not. but yeah im excited for this weekend. and im going to my moms after my doctors appointment tomorrow, and im staying up there all weekend again. kewlies man! lol well i have to go now...lata