Psychic?
So I think I'm going to go to Lilydale over memorial day weekend. For people who don't know what it is, it's a community where you have to prove you have psychic abilities to live there. Just to drive in, it costs 10 dollars, then whatever it is to have your reading done. There are a lot of different people to choose from, and everyone's prices range. I really want to go. I don't know how much I believe in psychics, or if they really do have the power to predict futures or to connect to the dead, but at the same time I kind of want to believe in it.
Ever since my parents got my Aunt Kim's ring resized so I could wear it, I've really wanted to go to Lilydale to just see....I don't know.. if they'll say anything about it. I know when my sister and mom went in October, the psychic only mentioned my grandpa during my mom's reading and my other grandpa during my sisters....but not my aunt kim.
I don't know how to feel about it. I kind of want to see if she can "connect" to Kim.. because sometimes I feel like I never got to say goodbye. That's the hardest part. I wasn't there when she died. I wasn't there. She passed away during my grandfathers funeral...And we had to hear about it while they were burying his casket. She died without us there. We were her family. We should have been there. My mom should have been there. but we weren't. I know my mom feels awful about it, I don't think she'll ever forgive herself..
Then again, I know if she doesn't mention Kim, I'll feel really disappointed. I don't know why I would feel that way since I don't know if I even believe in it, but I think I just want that hope of possibly getting a message from her.
Stupid? Yes. but that's just how I feel.
I'm so happy to be home. I know I won't be here long.. but it's nice to relax and see my friends and be here. I'm excited to come home from grad school.
I have a crush. ..and I'm really uneasy about it. I don't know if I want to have a "crush" on this person. Also..crushes are for people who are 12! ..god i'm lame.
Alright i'm out.
Ever since my parents got my Aunt Kim's ring resized so I could wear it, I've really wanted to go to Lilydale to just see....I don't know.. if they'll say anything about it. I know when my sister and mom went in October, the psychic only mentioned my grandpa during my mom's reading and my other grandpa during my sisters....but not my aunt kim.
I don't know how to feel about it. I kind of want to see if she can "connect" to Kim.. because sometimes I feel like I never got to say goodbye. That's the hardest part. I wasn't there when she died. I wasn't there. She passed away during my grandfathers funeral...And we had to hear about it while they were burying his casket. She died without us there. We were her family. We should have been there. My mom should have been there. but we weren't. I know my mom feels awful about it, I don't think she'll ever forgive herself..
Then again, I know if she doesn't mention Kim, I'll feel really disappointed. I don't know why I would feel that way since I don't know if I even believe in it, but I think I just want that hope of possibly getting a message from her.
Stupid? Yes. but that's just how I feel.
I'm so happy to be home. I know I won't be here long.. but it's nice to relax and see my friends and be here. I'm excited to come home from grad school.
I have a crush. ..and I'm really uneasy about it. I don't know if I want to have a "crush" on this person. Also..crushes are for people who are 12! ..god i'm lame.
Alright i'm out.