May 25, 2008 23:39
It still astounds me by how many people read my livejournal. I've had so many people IM me or something and be like "so whose your crush.." or "..i know who it is!" .. but honestly. no one does. It's not someone I've showed interest in before,..and I'm not even sure if i can qualify it as feelings for them.. I'm just intrigued. However, I'm at the point where I don't feel like pursuing someone, I'd rather have them pursue me.
I'm in the middle of reading the book Captivating. It's..I can't even begin to describe it. It's amazing. And definitely giving me a new perspective on so many things.
It's making me realize just how amazing god truly is. And how to be a strong amazing women, without having to have acceptance or the approval of a guy. God put someone on this earth to realize just how beautiful you are, and in time.. they'll find you. You just have to let your heart be open to it.
I know that religion makes a lot of people uneasy so I won't discuss it too much in here, atleast, not until I've read the whole book... but my faith is important to me.. So i also feel like I shouldn't censor what I say.
I'm ready to go back to school now. I'm bored being at home with no job.
I need something to keep me busy. And i know Orientation will.
Well..I should get to bed.