that took way too long.
FIRSTS
First job: Ledger
First school: Hugs Plus
First funeral: My grandmother's (1st and only)
First pet: Ralph
First piercing/tattoo: piercing - right ear, tattoo - chinese symbol (love)
First real kiss: 8th grade
First enemy: andy connors
First big trip: well i haven't tripped yet. (florida)
First concert: river rave (i forget the year) manson ended the show the year i went
LASTS
Last car ride: ride to the train station yesterday around 7
Last library book checked out: ..
Last beverage drank: diet pepsi
Last food consumed: california veggie pizza
Last phone call: my dad
Last time brushed teeth: this morning
Last CD played: kittie - oracle
Last person talked to: al forgione
Last soda drank: diet pepsi
Last ice cream eaten: um, vanilla bean
Last time scolded: slightly this morning
Last jewlery worn: if my watch counts, that.
PRESENT AND PAST
First thing thought of when u woke up this morning: i wonder if it's 6 or 10.
What were you like as a child: extremley smiley, energetic and painful to deal with
What did you want to be when you grew up: a fireman
What do you want to be now: done with homework
How many boy/girl friends have you had: 8
How many people have you kissed: 14
How family oriented are you: broken home = hard to be family oriented. i've woken up this year and am trying to be more family oriented.
Last thing you thought about before going to sleep last night: that was some good sex
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
Saw a movie: within the past 10 days
Told someone you loved him or her: two days ago
Hugged: ang or mom
Were sick: yesterday, my cold is on it's way out today :)
Smiled: today
Bought something: food - an hour and 45 minutes ago
Had a nightmare: i haven't had one since i was little
Did something illegal: sunday
DO YOU/HAVE YOU:
Been in love: yes/yes
Drank: yes/yes
Smoked: yes/yes (mary jane)
Play an instrument: yes/yes
Believe there is life on other planets: i believe it's possible
Read the newspaper: no
Have any gay or lesbian or bi friends?: yes
Believe in miracles: small ones
Believe in astrology: no
Collect anything: memories
Wish on stars: do i? no/have i? yes
Like your handwriting: yes
Have any bad habits: yes
Been toilet papering: no
Been to a foreign country: no
Been in a car accident: yes
Do you believe in love: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight: a concept like that, yes
Do you believe in forgiveness: yes
What are some of your favorite pig out foods: smartfood, peanut butter m&ms
FIRSTS
First best friend: corey belbin
First car: '89 pontiac grand am
First date: to be perfectly cliche 'the night that changed it all' - the night i went to the movies with amanda
First break-up: tara was close to an actual break-up, but i'd have to say amanda
First screen name: xxBill4Uxx - created by the great andy o'connell
First self purchased album: a puff daddy/B.I.G. single
What is in your cd player: nothing, i'm listening to Kittie on my laptop/headphones
What color socks are you wearing: white & grey
What color of underwear are you wearing: black & grey
What's under your bed?: the floor
What time did you wake up today: 7:45
FUTURE
Where do you want to go to college: i'm still deciding
What is your career going to be: that's being determined
Where are you going to live: where-ever i end up deciding to live
How many kids do you want: as many as i can handle (that might be 1)
What kind of car(s): i hope to have something roomy, safe, and fast
CURRENT
Current mood: content
Current music: kittie
Current taste: none
Current hair: short, dark brown
Current clothes: corona sweatshirt, BSC t-shirt, jeans, sketchers
Current annoyance(s): being controlled by a schedule, temporararily losing use of car and cell phone, school affairs, my blatter (i have to pee), using the laptop too much, my hands always being ice cold, a fly
Current longing: this fucking fly to stop being bothersome
Current desktop: XP Professional background
Current hate: none
I may seem: like i'm perfect, but i'm not. so don't hold me up to these standards that you think i can match and cry when you're not handed the expectations you conjure up in your head.
Sometimes I feel: inexpressable
In the morning I: get up with ease on a decent nights rest
If I could be doing anything right now I would: not be sitting here thinking of everything i want to do.
One thing I wish I had is: situational patience
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: the tendency to procastinate
All I need is: to take care of shit at the first given chance
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: ask why it didn't use the fucking door
If a demon crashed into my window I would: laugh and take the drunk trick or treater to the hospital
If I could see one person right now it would be: alice straka
Something I want but I don't really need is: to constantly be social
Something I need but I don't really want is: money
I live for: life