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ok. the deal with the braintree/easton situation. my parents divorced in the very beginning of 9th grade. moving with in with my dad was an option i had, but never wanted to act on during highschool. i was content with the weekend deal. during senior year i decided that after living 4 years without my dad at home, i'd go and live with him. he talked about moving in the beginning of the summer. that didn't happen, although I showed a little interest in it. it was my last summer to be in braintree, to be in high school mode. also, I needed to stay for work (Stop and Shop). so I decided to move 6 days before the start of college, September 1st. the deal was - I'd be living with my dad (something I wasn't able to do) and it would make things financially easier for him.
so i got there. things went well for a while. one of the main points of living in easton was because it's closer to bridgewater. but, it still takes the same amount of time to get to BSC from eaton as it does from braintree. driving from braintree to the highway on-ramp takes 5 minutes. it takes 20 in easton. also, living in easton means once i come home, i'm home. i need a steady place to go and do my homework. there's no going back out. i have no friends in easton and nothing to do. i don't have enough money to go back out everyday after school whether it be to dartmouth, braintree or even back to BSC. each time i'd try to go home i'd freak and think "i need to get the hell out of here." i had too much time on my hands and couldn't sit and do my homework. instead i'd run away from it and go back to braintree or bridgewater where i could get stoned and forget about it. or to darmouth and get shitfaced and forget about it. these habits waste gas, which wastes money and cause minor drug habits which also drains money.
so fuck that. in braintree i have incentive to do homework because the people i love are 5 minutes away. being that close i can walk and even if i don't it won't absolutley fucking destroy my gas tank. with the extra gas and money and i can afford to make the hike out to dartmouth on ocassion. and i go to BSC everyday for school so i can just hang out for a little while afterwards if i wanna' see friends there (like i did yesterday). it seems logical/to be working.
ok, now that that's out of the way - my more current life. to make my room more my room (if that's possible) i'm redecorating it. those who've been over since this braintree/easton ordeal has gone on know it's barren and lonley looking. come over and see it when it's finished! (this weekend, hopefully) i'm going to a yearbook meeting today to apply for one of the staff positions. i'm helping in a community service project this week. i have a group interview @ EXPRESS.MEN tonight @ 7! I have a bunch of other shit to do, I just don't want to go through it all.
Oh yeah and one more thing - my sim card is busted and my phone won't let me make calls until it's fixed. i want to get that done today or tomorrow, but i'll know an exact day when i talk to the nextel reps. until then call it and leave a message 'cause i can still check voicemail or get to me through myspace, facebook, LJ, AIM, e-mail or call my house.
so i got there. things went well for a while. one of the main points of living in easton was because it's closer to bridgewater. but, it still takes the same amount of time to get to BSC from eaton as it does from braintree. driving from braintree to the highway on-ramp takes 5 minutes. it takes 20 in easton. also, living in easton means once i come home, i'm home. i need a steady place to go and do my homework. there's no going back out. i have no friends in easton and nothing to do. i don't have enough money to go back out everyday after school whether it be to dartmouth, braintree or even back to BSC. each time i'd try to go home i'd freak and think "i need to get the hell out of here." i had too much time on my hands and couldn't sit and do my homework. instead i'd run away from it and go back to braintree or bridgewater where i could get stoned and forget about it. or to darmouth and get shitfaced and forget about it. these habits waste gas, which wastes money and cause minor drug habits which also drains money.
so fuck that. in braintree i have incentive to do homework because the people i love are 5 minutes away. being that close i can walk and even if i don't it won't absolutley fucking destroy my gas tank. with the extra gas and money and i can afford to make the hike out to dartmouth on ocassion. and i go to BSC everyday for school so i can just hang out for a little while afterwards if i wanna' see friends there (like i did yesterday). it seems logical/to be working.
ok, now that that's out of the way - my more current life. to make my room more my room (if that's possible) i'm redecorating it. those who've been over since this braintree/easton ordeal has gone on know it's barren and lonley looking. come over and see it when it's finished! (this weekend, hopefully) i'm going to a yearbook meeting today to apply for one of the staff positions. i'm helping in a community service project this week. i have a group interview @ EXPRESS.MEN tonight @ 7! I have a bunch of other shit to do, I just don't want to go through it all.
Oh yeah and one more thing - my sim card is busted and my phone won't let me make calls until it's fixed. i want to get that done today or tomorrow, but i'll know an exact day when i talk to the nextel reps. until then call it and leave a message 'cause i can still check voicemail or get to me through myspace, facebook, LJ, AIM, e-mail or call my house.