dear diary,

don't disregard the past.
but please.
do not focus on it.
i change.
everyday.
every.
single.
day.

i've been stumbling down a pretty steep hill since november. i've disreagarded even the slightest of responsibilities, basically all responsibilities to be clear. i've been a bad friend, dishonest, greedy, dumbed and numbed. and i've escaped it all with the help of my mothers bank account, a car, anxiety and weed. up until 4 PM on friday i've ( Read more... )

here is a game i play
try to make myself ok
tried so hard to make the pieces all fit
smash it apart! ..just for the fuck of it

oooooo oh wooo ooo
gotta' get back to the bottom!

there is no place i can go
there is no way i can hide
it feels like it keeps
coming from the inside

and
god
damn i am so tired of pretending
of wishing i was ending
when all i'm really doing is trying to hide
see what's inside
fill it with lies
open my eyes
..maybe i wish i could try

We'll take a trip for two around the world ( Read more... )

right now i want ( Read more... )

TRScreaminSlave: (away) cleaning....wicked fucked up ..call
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so yeah. today seems like a good day. ice skating? while stoned? i dunno. i might chill with jon coraine later. that'd be cool. i guess i'm just using LJ as a time killer. so with that, i'm out..

haven't gone to school in a while ( Read more... )

booooooooooooooooooooooooooring.

wake up braintree.

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want- good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.