I have been trying to pretend this week im not depressed. but I am. I miss Cosmo and Darius and Pita and Jenga. I miss my car and the freedom. I miss my friends. I have had a few who have been taking good care of me and I appreachate it soooo much! :) if your reading this then you are one of those. the ones i miss wont read this, dont have time. ( Read more... )

Im trying to hype myself up. I have weighed myself on two different scales, a digital and a traditional one. the traditional says I've lost about 4 lbs but said i weighed more in the begining. the digital says i lost 1 pound but is not set to my proper height, its set for someone else. i dont know which to trust but their going down, and i should ( Read more... )