cuz i know i'm a mess he don't wanna clean up

we're putting my old dog down tomorrow. i didn't play with her enough. i'll regret it for the rest of my life.

do you think anything every falls into place?

with everything that's happened in the past 2 months it would take me hours to update.

i landed on my feet though. i'm living on my own now and i'm better than ever.

Wow... I posted something into my other journal last night I meant to post in here.

Wow. Holy shit.
Fuck.

If they didn't already hate me, they certainly do now.

Why am I so dumb?

Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love

i'm not doing so well.

i can't take this anymore ( Read more... )

it's so funny how i can so easily lie to my family ( Read more... )

how do i get myself so obsessive and sick over boys? even when i don't even really care about them.